Update 37 Still inside the field
Ek ghante tak Shanaya roti rahi apne kapde pehen kar. Baithi rahi ussi koney mein aur roti rahi…. Bahot kuch soch soch kar aur ziada ro rahi thi….. uss ko lag raha tha usski aatma ka rape hua hai…. Rawnda gaya hai usski atma ko….. usski atma shareer se ziada ghayal hui thi…. Woh unn ladkiyon mein se thi jo apne virginity ko ek amaanat ki tarah sambhaal kar rakhte hein apne pati ko suhaag raat ki raat ko sompne ke liye. Aur aaj jo usske saath hua woh bayaan ke baahar hai. Shanaya itni roti jaa rahi thi jabke Samir dusre kone mein khada ek drink pee raha tha aur poocha wahin se agar Shanaya ko pyas lagi hai…. Magar Shanaya ne ussko koyi jawaab nahin diya aur nah usske taraf dekkha…..
Kuch der baad Samir usske paas aya aur ek hath usske jism par ferte hue kaha, “Ek baar aur karne ko mann kar raha hai, ab to tu virgin nahin rahi to kia harj hai agar ek baar aur karun to?... Shanaya bahot zor se chilaayi aur nahin kaha…magar Samir usske kapde firse utaarne lage…. Usski bra tuti hui thi magar weise hi baandh kar Shanaya ne pehen liya tha aur Samir ne ek baar firse Shanaya ko nanga kiya ussi jagah pehle ki tarah aur dobara usski rape kiya….. jiss waqt iss baar ussne apne organ ko Shanaya ke andar dala to Shanaya chillaayi yeh kehte hue….. “Tum ek jaanwar se battar ho….. yun samajhlo ke main ghayal hui hoon aur uss ghav par tum mirchi mal rahe ho kutta ho tum!!! “ bahot billat rahi thi Shanaya aur struggle bhi karti jaa rahi thi… Ab ek ghanta pehle Samir ne kiya tha to iss baar der laga raha tha aur kamar hillate hue apne lund ko andar baahar kiye jaa raha tha to Shanaya se sehen nahin hui to roti hui boli, “Ek jalan si ho rahi hai wahan bahot dukh rahi hai ruko please insaaniyat ke naate ruk jao mujhse sehen nahin ho raha hai marr jaungi…… please ruk jao !!!” aur itna roti gayi chillaate hue ke Shanaya ke munh se “MAAAAAAAAAA” ki cheekh nikli zor se!!! usski jism kaamp rahi thi, ussko kabhi thand to kabhi garmi lag rahi thi, ussko eisa lag raha tha ke bukhaar hai ussko….samajh mein nahin araaha tha ke kia karen…….. Ab Samir nahin jhadh raha tha to Shanaya ki haalat dekhte hue ruk gaya……, thik ussi waqt shanaya ne chillate hue uss se kaha, “tumhari maa ya behen ke saath koyi eisa karega to keise lagega tumhein? Kabhi socha hai tumne kutte!!”
Tab tak Samir ruk gaya tha aur apne shaitaani muskaan se kaha, “ab ruk to gaya hoon ab kia chahti hai tu!!”…..
Shanaya apne donon tangon ko ek saath jodh kar baith gay apni kamiz se jism ko dhakte hue aur zoron se roti gayi…… ussko dard ho raha tha niche…. Bahot dard… aur Samir ka jism itna bhari tha ke usske donon jaanghen bhi dukh rahe the…. Usske kamar bhi dhukne lage…. Peeth mein bhi dard hone lagi…. Soch rahi thi chal nahin paegi aaj…. Peyr tharr tharr kaamp rahe the…. Ussne keise bhi karke dobara apne kapde pehne aur khada hone ki koshish kiya magar nahin ho saka… fir baith gayi…. Usska pura jism jeise chhalni ho chukka tha… Ab Shanaya ki peth ka niche wala hissa dard kar raha tha, aur ussko peshaab lagi thi zor se!! ab kia karti…. Uss gadde mein niche kahan jaati Samir wahin tha…. Majbooran rote hue hi ussko Samir se kehna pada, aur koyi raasta nahin tha…… ussne eise baat kiya;
“Tum mein zara sa insaaniyat to hoga nah, bolo? Samajh rahe ho main kia keh rahi hoon insaan ho ya jaanwar tum….” Samir uss waqt ek cigarette jala raha tha aur Shanaya ke taraf gambirrta se dekhte hue kaha, “Kia kehna chahti ho saaf lavzon mein kaho, mujhse paheliyan bujhane ki zaroorat nahin….”
Shanaya ke samajh mein nahin arahi thi ke keise kahen….. woh ladki jo mardon se parda karti thi zindagi bhar aaj ek eise baat ko kehna tha jo apni maa ke ilawa ussne bachpan mein bhi kissi mard se nahin kaha kabhi…… Ussko lag raha tha ke usska peth fat jaega itni zor se peth dukh rahi thi ek to rape ki vajah se upar se itni peshaab lagi hui thi, aur peshaab karne ki jagah nahin thi wahan…. Phir bahot bebussi ke saat Shanaya ne ek taraf dekhte hue aur billaatte hue kaha, “Mujhko toilet jana hai sehen nahin hota aur main chal bhi nahin sakti…..kia karun?” aur zor se bilatte hue rone lagi apni sar ko peette hue!!”
Samir samajh gaya aur ussko apne kaandhe par uthaya…. Shanaya inkaar nahin kar sakti thi halaan ke woh nahin chahti thi woh ussko chhue, magar haalaat eise the ke majbooran Shanaya ko chhup rehna pada aur Samir ne kaandhe par Shanaya ko lekar seedhi chadha aur ganne ke khet mein nikle upar…… Aur Samir ne ussko khet ke andar jaane ko kaha…. Bahot mushkil se Shanaya ne chalne ki koshish kiye… ek baar girr bhi gayi aur Samir ne ussko uthaya….. aur kaha, “Khabardaar agar bhaagne ki koshish ki to… main dekh raha hoon tumko….” Shanaya ne poocha, “kia main bhagne ki haalat mein hoon?”
Wahan se Shanaya ko araam mila to wapas Samir ne ussko uthakar niche gadde mein legaya. Aur iss baar Shanaya ne apni botal se paani piya….. chhup rehne ki koshish kar rahi thi magar nahin ho paa rahi thi…. Rona araha tha apne aap ussko…. Kayi baar Samir ne daanntte hue kaha, “will you shut up? Tumhare rone se kia tumhari virginity wapas ajaegi?” chhup bhi karo ab varna ek baar aur karta hoon main!!”
Aur ek ghanta beet gaya… tab Shanaya ne rona band kiya magar reh reh kar kuch soch kar kabhi kabhi aur roti thi…. Bahot bura haal tha usska…. Ussko agar uss waqt koyi jaan pehchaan wale dekhta to nahin pehchanta ussko…. Baal bikhre hue, chehra sujha hua, enkhen dhanssi hui rone ke kaaran…. Bahot dukhi lag rahi thi…..
To samir ne kaha;
“Tumko ek do roz yahin rehna hoga…. tum iss haalat mein ghar nahin jaa sakti… gharwale tumse bahot sawaal karennge… aur tumko kuch bhi nahin batana hai varna maar dallunga tumko aur tumhari behen bhi hai tumne kaha nah ussko bhi nahin chorrunga agar tumne kuch bataya to!!”
Shanaya ko shock laga aur kaha,
“Impossible main yahan nahin ruk sakti hoon… shaam 5 baje mere gharwale meri raah dekhenge, main uss waqt kaam se wapas ghar jaati hoon sabko pata chal jaega aur police mein report kar denge mere gharwale aur tab tum kia karoge?”
Samir ne kaha,
“Abhi issi waqt phone karke batao ke apni kissi dost ke yahan jaa rahi ho aur uss dost ko phone karke bolo ke woh han kahe agar gharwalon ne uss se poocha to!!”
Shanaya: “Naamumkin hai, main aaj tak kabhi bhi kissi ke yahan nahin rahi hoon, mere parivaar bilkool yakeen nahin karenge…paagal ho tum kia? kia samajh rakha hai mujhe!!”
Samir: “to fir aur koyi raasta nahin sabko pata chal jaane do ke tum kidnap hui ho aur sab ko dhundne do… mujhe pata hai ke main kab aur keise tumko wapas ponhchaunga… kissi ko iss jagah ka pata nahin aur koyi tumko yahan nahin dhund paega.”
Shanaya firse rone lagi aur kaha, “Dekho main vada karti hoon ke kissi ko kuch nahin bataungi, bata bhi nahin sakti…. Main vachan nibhati hoon, aaj tak main ne yehi seekha hai ke kissi ko vachahnn do to kabhbi nahin todna chahiye…to main tumko vachan deti hoon ke kissi ko kuch pata nahin chalega, bus mujhe ghar wapas jana hai …… kissi bhi kimat pe mujhe ghar wapas jana chahiye shaam 5 baje.”
Samir ko usski baton mein sachaayi ki jhalak dikhi…. Ussko laga ke woh sach mein kuch nahin bataegi sharam ke mare…. Fir bi Samir ne kaha,
“To tum iss haalat mein ghar jaogi to kia jawaab dogi, dekho apne aap ko, bilkool woh nahin lag rahi ho jissko main yahan laya tha… koyi aur dikh rahi ho….”
Shanaya boli, “Mera make up hai mere bag mein main make up kar lungi aur bukhaar hone ka bahana karte hue ghar jaungi aur ek do din kaam par nahin jaungi fir thik ho jaungi…..” yeh keh kar aur bhi ziada rone lagi Shanaya….
Samir ne kaha,
Dekho wahan do baalti paani rakha hai main ne, apne aap ko wash karo tab make up karna, apni baal bhi banana, mujhe tassali ho jaegi ke tum thik dikh rahi to tab faisla karunga ke ghar jaogi ya nahin!”
Shanaya gayi paani se wash karne magar nahin kar paa rahi thi to Samir gaya help karne, ussne ek bartan se paani diya ussko aur shanaya ne wash kiya ek beauty soap se jo Samir ne rakha tha…yeh sab soch liya tha pehle se samir ne jab mall gaya tha to unn sab chizon ko kharida tha, towel bhi tha.
Kuch der baad Shanaya make up kar rahi thi jaldi se kyunke ussko ghar wapas jana tha keise bhi karke…. Apne baalon mein kanghi bhi kiya, baal sawaare aur thodi der baad Samir ke samne khadi hui aur pocha “ab thik hai hai?”
Samir bola, “tum ladkiyon ko sajne sawarne mein prize milna chahiye, abhi kia lag rahi thi aur ab kia lag rahi ho…. Behad khub surat ho tum…..”
Shanaya ko bahot darr lag raha tha, rona band ho chukka tha magar ab ghar ka fikar ussko ziada fikarmand kar rahi thi….. apne maa aur baap ko socchte hue woh ghabra rahi thi, ussko kissi bhi keemat pat ghar jana hi tha, to Samir jo bhi kehta tha Shanaya ko manna par raha tha….
Samir ne Shanaya ki mobile se khud ke cell phone par miscall kiya aur, fir Shanaya ke cell par out going call ko delete kar diya taake Shanaya ko usska number ka pata nah chale… magar Samir ko usski number mil gaya tha apne mobile par….. Shanaya ne dekha aur poocha, “kia kar rahe ho?”
Samir ne kaha ke usska number le raha hai aur ussko phone karega raat ko. Shanaya ne kaha, “Aur tum samajhte ho ke main tumse baat karungi? Hargiz nahin! Mujhe tumse nafrat hai. Main ne tumko vachan iss liye diya kyunke main sach mein kissi ko kuch nahin bata paungi. Jo kuch mere saath tumne kiya woh mujh tak hi rahegi…… magar tum sunlo isska badla Bhagwaan tumse lega, tumko isski keemat chukaani padegi mat bhoolo ke upar baitha woh sab dekh raha hai aur har gunah ki sazaa issi dunya mein milte hein sabko….”
Samir ko ghussa aya aur chilla kar ghusse mein kaha;
“Keisa gunah? Kaun sa sazaa? Jab sabhi auratein randi hein aur mardon ko, apne husbands ko dhoka dete hein dusron se chudwate hue tab unnko sazaa milti hein ya uss pati ko sazaa milti hai sab sehne ki? Main ne kia bigara tha Samira ka? Afzal ne kia bigara tha Shireen ka? Kavita ko kyun itne ladkon ke saath chudwana chahiye chhoti si umar mein aur bataun darjanein eise auraton ko jaanta hoon jo eise randi hein sab!! Aur unn sab ka sazaa mard ko kyun milte hein?!!”
To be continued in next post immediately…………………
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