Update 38 Vihaan Explains Ashita all
Vihaan Ashita ke taraf badhte hue phir se usske donon haathon ko pakar ke apne taraf khincha. Ashita usske baahon mein gayi, magar ussne vihaan ko nahin jakra. Aur vihaan ne bolna shuru kiya……
“sab uss din shuru hua jab doctor agarwaal ne mera case liya aur mera scan karwaya….
Flashback
Jiss din Doctor Agarwaal ke haath vihaan ka case aya wo uss se milne uske ward mein gaya tha din ke koyi 11 baje aur vihaan uss waqt jaaga hua tha aur sar ke dard se tadap raha tha. Ashita ki wo pehle wala tharki doctor ke milne se pehle ki baat hai.
Files ke report padhne ke baad doctor agarwaal ko maloom tha ke Vihaan ke sar ka scan karna padega to ussi waqt ussne vihaan se baat kiye ward mein aur Vihaan ne bataya ke usska sar phata jaa raha hai aur uss se dard nahin saha jaa raha. Doctor agarwaal ne turant ussko ek different pain killer ka injection karwaya aur ussko scan ke liye lejaya gaya.
Jiss waqt scan kiya jaa raha tha to Vihaan ka dard ghaayab ho chuka tha aur wo sab kuch dekh aur samajh bhi raha tha. Scan ke turant baad doctor ne vihaan se baat kiya aur pucha ke kia wo drugs leta hai kia, aur kiya jiss waqt accident hua tha kia ussne kissi nashili chiz liya hua tha? To vihaan ne bataya ke sirf sharaab piya hua tha ussne jiss waqt accident hua. Doctor ne scan dekh kar pata lagaya tha ussi waqt ke jiss hisse mein drugs ka effect hota hai brain mein uss hisse mein disturbance the, phir doctor yeh bhi samjha ke kissi emotional trauma mein mubtela hai vihaan to doctor ne pucha kia ussko kissi sadme se guzarna pada hai life mein. Aur vihaan ro pada doctor ke uss sawaal se.
To doctor ne wardboy se kaha ke vihaan ko wheelchair par push karke ussko doctor ke cabin mein le chalein. Vihaan rote hue gaya aur khud ko doctor se saamne baitha hua paya usske consultation mein.
Doctor ne vihaan ko relax hone ko kaha, aur kuch relax hone ki dawaayi pilaya ussko aur tab bolne ke liye kaha, doctor ne,
“jo bhi tumhare dil ke andar hai sab ugal do, jo koyi bhi chiz tumne apne andar daba ke rakha hua hai sab baahar aane do tab tumko asaani hogi aur tumhare brain ke uss hisse mein jahan yeh trauma hai wo jagah safe hoga, kyunke main ne dekha ke uss hisse mein jahan emotional bleeding hote hein wo hissa bahut tanna hua hai, aur eise accidents mein uss jagah par bahot bura assar padta hai aadmi paagal bhi ho jata hai zindagi bhar apne brain ki uss hisse ko kho deta hai. Agar accident nahin hui hoti, tab tumko kuch nahin hota uss hisse mein, magar kyunke ek to brain mein pehle se traumatism hai sadme ya kissi bhi tarah ki uljhan, ya problem se, ab upar se accident ki vajah se kuch blood clots jama hue hein to sab mila kar bahot bura effect ho sakta hai, ek ek karke mujhko sab samjhna hai tab usske motabik medicines prescribe karna hai tumko. Ab batao tumhare life mein kia tragedy hua hai beta, mere liye yeh jaanna bahot zaroori hai.”
Vihaan bolne se pehle rone laga phir se. doctor ne pucha,
“kia pyar mein dhoka khaaye hue ho tum?”
Vihaan ne rote hue haan mein sar hillaya.
Doctor ne pucha,
“wo tumhare karib hai ya door chali gayi hai?”
Vihaan ne bilatte hue kaha,
“main aap ko keise samjhaun doctor sahab samajh mein nahin araha hai mujhe, wo mere paas bhi hai par bahot door hai!”
doctor ne pucha,
“tumhara koyi rishtedaar hai kia? Cousin, parent? Bhai, behen, maa ? baap? Iss se koyi taalukaat hai beta?”
Vihaan ne sisakte hue kaha,
“Doctor Sir, mujhe bataane mein bahut takliff ho rahi hai buss yun samajh lijiye ke wo hamare ghar mein hi rehti hai magar mujhse der saal se berukhi se pesh arahi hai, baat bhi thik se nahin karti, aur main usske bina jee nahin sakta, itna pyar karta hoon uss se ke usske liye apni jaan tak de sakta hoon magar ussko ab koyi parwah nahin mera Sir.”
Doctor ne pucha,
“tum bahot jawaan ho, aur?? Khair yeh batao kia tumhari shaadi hui thi aur ab wife doorie barak rahi hai kia?”
Vihaan ne aur zor se rote hue kaha,
“Sir kuch eisa hi samajh lijiye nah, wo mere enkhon ke saamne rehti hai har pal magar der saal se eise pesh aati hai ke main hoon hi nahin… mujhe bahut takliff hota hai Sir, main kuch nahin kehta magar sir dil ke tukde tudke apne andar bikharte hue mehsoos karta hoon, bahut dard hota hai Sir bahut suffer kar raha hoon pichle der saal se sir, ab sehen nahin hota hai sir!”
Doctor ne achanak pucha,
“kia tum jaan bujh kar uss car ke aguey gaye the, oh no kia tumne khudkhushi karne ki koshish kiya tha beta?!”
Aur ziada zoron se rote hue Vihaan ne kaha,
“Haan Sir main khudkhushi karna chahta tha, main uss waqt nashe mein to tha magar usski yaad mein tadap raha tha, usski berukhi se itna takliff ho raha tha ke ek pal ke liye socha ke samaapth kar dalun iss dard ko hamesha ke liye aur uss car ko tezi se aate hue dekha to usske saamne agaya jaan bujh kar Sir, main ne socha tha mera end ho jaega aur mere saare taklifein khatam ho jayenguey hamesha ke liye sir!”
Vihaan itna ro raha tha yeh sab kehte hue ke doctor apne desk ke piche se uthkar ussko sambhaalne ko aya, vihaan ko apne baahon mein lekar usska peeth thapthapaate hue ussko araam diya aur aaguey bolne ko kaha.
Vihaan ne kaha,
Sir, pehle hum donon bilkool husband wife ki tarah rehte the, ek saath sona, khana, pina, college jana, nahana, uthna baithna, homeworks karna, ek dusre ko jakar kar sona raat bhar… kuch bhi ek dusre ke baghair nahin karte the…. Sir usski jism ki khushbhoo ab bhi mere zehen mein maujood hai, usski dil ki aahat ab bhi mujhe sunaayi deti hai sir, main keise ussko apne dil se nikalun sir mujhe koyi upaay batao sir. Main kissi se kabhi iss baare mein baat bhi nahin kar sakta aaj pehli baar kissi ko apne dil ka haal bata raha hoon Sir…..”
Aur bolte bolte vihaan aur rone laga.
Doctor Agarwal vihaan ke sar ko sehlaate hue pucha,
“kia wo tumko dekhne aayi thi?”
Vihaan ne kaha,
“haan Sir keise nahin aati aayi to thi magar main behoshi ke haalat mein tha to jeise usski rone ki awaaz ko bahot door suna aur mujhse lipat kar mujhe gale lagaate hue ro rahi thi aur mujhse maafi maang rahi thi magar yeh sab mujhe ek sapne jeisa laga pata nahin sach mein aayi bhi thi ya mera khayal hai….”
Doctor ne kaha,
“Ab tumhein mujhko saaf saaf batana hoga ke tumhara kia Rishta hai uss se, bolo taake main kuch kar sakun tumhare liye, darro mat, main ek doctor hoon aur doctor kabhi kissi patient ki secrets ko kissi ko nahin bataate, hum Kassam khate hein iss ke liye, tum batao kia wo tumhari, maa hai? Kia behen hai? Kia cousin hai?”
Vihaan ne sar upar karte hue ek nazar sharam se doctor ke chehre mein dekha, phir sar ko bilkool niche jhuka kar rote hue kaha,
“Meri behen hai Sir, uss se behad pyar karta hoon, wo bhi karti thi magar der saal se pata nahin kyun ruthi hui hai aur, mujhko saaf saaf keh diya ke hamara break up hua hai samajh lun….Sir main topper tha college mein sir magar usski berukhi ke baad main fail hota gaya yahan tak ke ussi ki class mein paaya khud ko, phir main ne padhna chorr diya sir, sharaab pine laga sir, darrta hoon ke kahin koyi drug bhi lene nah lag jaun, mujhse ab sehen nahin hota hai Sir.”
Doctor ne pucha,
“To ussne tumko bataya nahin ke kyun break up kar rahi hai? Koyi reason nahin diya tumko?”
Vihaan: “nahin Sir kuch nahin bataya mujhe. Ek cold war jeisei haalat ho gayi hai hamare beech ab, hum ek dusre se baat tak nahin karte, ek saath sote the ab ussne karma badal liya hai… sir sochiye mujh par kia beetta hai jab main ussko ek nazar dekhta hoon, mere samne hoti hai, ussko dekhta hoon to ussko baahon mein jakar kar rone ka mann karta hai, uss ko chhune ko mann karta hai, main paagal ho jaunga sir….”
Doctor: “kia tumhare khayal se wo tumse ab bhi pyar karti hai?”
Vihaan: “pata nahin Sir, yehi samajh mein nahin ata mujhe, magar pichle kayi raaton ko jab bilkool nashe mein ghar late raat ko ladkhadaate hue gaya hoon to ussi ne mujhko sambhaal ke mere room mein sulaane le gayi…aur baaki pata nahin main bilkool nashe mein hota hoon to kabhi ussko apne paas feel karta hoon….. pata nahin wo mere khayal mein weisa feel karta hoon ya real mein weise hota tha”
Doctor: “okay to main tumhara help karta hoon iss se pata chal jaega ke wo tumse ab bhi pyar karti hai ya nahin. Agar pyar karti hai to wapas tumhare paas ajaegi I am sure, aur agar phir bhi nahin aayi to tumko uss se bilkool alag hona hoga, tumko kahin chale jana hoga door, bahot door jahan wo tumko dekh bhi nah paaye aur tum bhi ussko nahin dekh paao, kar sakoge eisa?!”
Vihaan ne apne enkhon se jaari ensoo ponchte hue kaha,
“Sir main ne eisa pehle hi soch liya tha ke kahin door chala jaun, uss se bahot door aur tabhi wapas aaun jab wo kissi aur ke ghar basaane ke liye chali gayi hogi… magar mujhe fikar iss baat ki thi ke kia hoga agar wo suffer karne lagi mere jaane ke baad, kia hoga agar ussko bhi wohi takliff hone lage mere door hone ke baad, main ussko dukhi nahin dekh sakta Sir. Main usske Khushi ke liye yahin raha, magar ab soch raha hoon ke aap sahi keh rahe ho… thik hai main weisa bhi karke try karunga…..”
Doctor ne araam se pucha,
“Ek important baat puchni hai, yeh batao ke kia tum donon sexual relationship bhi karte the?!”
Vihaan ne samjhaya ke penetration to nahin kiya hai magar haan sex bhi karte the.
Doctor samajh gaya aur ussne plan banana shuru kiya Vihaan ke liye A to Z sab kuch samjhaya vihaan ko usske sar ki blood clottings ko lekar ke keise wo normaly 3 se 6 mahinon mein mit sakta hai aur keise keise effect hote hein patient keisa behave karta hai etc… Magar doctor ne ye bhi samjha diya vihaan ko ke usske brain ke blood clots asaani se mit raha hai aur ek do din mein pura saaf ho jaega magar ussko eisa behave karna hoga ke wo blood clot ab bhi usske brain mein maujood hai aur 3 se 6 mahinon mein end hoga…… iss se faeda yeh hoga ke Ashita agar uss se pyar karti hai to usska dekh bhal karegi aur apna pyar nichavar karegi vihaan par, yeh sab kuch doc ne samjhaya vihaan ko.
Vihaan ne doc se kaha ke ussko ziada se ziada waqt Ashita ke saath guzaarna hai to pura 6 mahina bataaye taake agle 6 mahinon tak Ashita usske paas rahe tab tak wapas pehle ki taraf relationship ban jaegi dobara.
Magar doc ne uss se pucha ke kia wo 6 mahinon tak ek dimaagi bimaar hone wala ka acting lagataar kar paega? Vihaan ne kaha haan. Magar doc ne kaha ke buss 4/5 din mein hi agar sab thik ho gaya usske aur Ashita ke beech tab kia karega? Tabhi doc ne kaha ke wo ek hafte baad ka first appointment likh dega taake jab uss din ko Vihaan ko lage ke sab sahi ho gaya hai tabhi sab bata diya jaega ke blood clots saaf ho gaye hein aur vihaan ne fast recovery kiya hai.
Yeh sab kuch plan karte waqt Doc ne vihaan se kaha ke ussko Ashita se milna hoga aur ussko kuch eisa batana hoga ke khud Ashita Vihaan ke liye care kare…..
Yeh doctor ne apne plan mein kaha hi tha ke khud ba khud Ashita chali gayi thi uss se milne ke liye…. Doctor ne to plan yeh kiya tha ke vihaan apne maa se kahega ke doctor ne usse milne ke liye bulaya hai; tab kyunke English terms mein baatein bataani hai to Ashita zaroor jaegi doc se milne, magar jiss din ko doc ne Vihaan ko apne maa se ussko milne ke liye kehne ko kaha tha ussi din ko Ashita apne aap Priya ke saath doctor se milne chali gayi thi.
Doctor ne bhi khub acting kiya tha uss din Ashita aur Priya se anjaan bante hue. Aur jeise ashita chali gayi thi to doctor jaldi se ward mein jaakar Vihaan ko bataya tha ke Ashita khud aayi thi apni Saheli ke saath uss se milne aur doctor ne vihaan ko sab kuch bata diya jo kuch ussne Ashita se kaha tha vihaan ke brain ke clot ke baare mein.
Jo drugs jeisa dawa vihaan leta tha wo nakli tha jo doctor ne khud apne hathon se diya tha vihaan ko, wo sirf ek supplement tha, magar ussko doctor ne addcitive drug bataya tha Vihaan ke parents aur Ashita ko….
Vihaan ko sirf ek problem tha wo tha usski enkhen jissko eye doctor follow kar raha tha, baaki brain ke taraf se koyi bhi problem nahin tha sab kuch doctor ka plan tha vihaan aur Ashita ko wapas ek dusre ke karib laane ke liye.
End of flash back
Vihaan ne yeh sab kuch bataya Ashita ko. Jo kuch flash back mein likha hua hai yeh sab vihaan Ashita ko samjha raha tha aur kayi baar sab bataate hue khud roya bhi apne unn dinon ke dard ko bayaan karte hue. Ashita tab tak ek distance par baithi sab sun rahi thi aur khud kayi baar royi bhi, magar jab Vihaan ne sab bata diya aur uth kar usske taraf badha to Ashita apne enkhon ko ponchte hue kamre se nikli aur apne kamre mein jaakar khud ko lock kar liya, vihaan ke laakh phukaarne par bhi darwaza nahin khola Ashita ne.
To be continued…… (4002 words from both updates)
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