Update 12 Vihaan very worried
Vihaan ghar ke karib pahunchte behad khush ho raha tha aur yeh sochte hue ghar ke taraf badh raha tha ke keisi first pic lega Ashita ki, ek sensual pose soch raha tha apne dimaagh mein. Sochne laga ke ussko apni bra utaarne ko kahega apni bed par jaane se pehle aur usski boob ke pics lega, aur ussko kiss karte hue ek selfie lega balke seinkro weisa pics lega Ashita ko kiss karte hue… wo bahot hi khush tha aur gaana gaate hue badh raha tha….
Aur jab gate khula to Ashita ke kaan mein gate ki khulne ki awaaz aayi aur usski dil ki dhadkan tez hui aur udaas ho gayi yeh sochte hue ke aaj Vihaan ussko kitna miss karega aur ussko apne kamre mein nahin paakar kitna udaas ho jaega, magar apne dil par pathar rakh liya tha Ashita ne aur apne baap aur maa ko khush karna chahti thi, magar wo nahin soch rahi thi ke kitna dukh hoga Vihaan ko…..
Jab vihaan ghar ke andar daakhil hua to dabbe paon chalte hue sidhe apne kamre mein daakhil hua mobile ko peeth ke piche chupaate hue aur kaha,
“soch main kia surprise dene wala hoon tujhe aaj……….”
Wo Ashita se baat kar raha tha yeh sochte hue ke wo kamre mein hogi, magar usski awaaz gale mein atak gayi jab kamre ko khaali paaya. Wo to soch raha tha ke ashita neendh mein hogi ya homeworks kar rahi hogi, magar bahot heyraan hua kamre ko khaali dekh kar.
Kuch der weise hi khada raha kamre mein chaaron taraf dekhte hue aur usske chehre ka rang badal gaya aur udaasi chaa gayi. Ussko zor se rone ka mann kar raha tha, phir socha ke kahin Ashita uss ke saat koyi khel to nahin khel rahi thi, kahin bed ke niche ya almari ke piche ya darwaze ke piche ya kissi kone mein to nahin chhupi hui hai…. To ussne unn jagaon par dhunda magar jab Ashita kahin bhi nazar nahin aayi to bed par bilkool udaas baith gaya aur dhire se kaha,
“Meri girlfriend ne aaj mera wait nahin kiya kyun? Kyun wo chali gayi sone bina mujhse mile? Kahin mummy ne usse kuch ziada bura bhala to kaha? Kahin kuch serious to nahin hua mere jaane ke baad? Keise pata chalega? Kahin Ashita ne kuch likh kar to nahin rakha kahin mere liye? Apne copybooks mein dekhta hoon zaroor ussne kuch likha hoga….ek love letter hi mil jaaye to dil khush ho jaega….., dekhta hoon”
Aur udhar Ashita bhi bed par yehi soch rahi thi khud se baat karte hue,
“Mujhe bhai ke liye kuch likh kar chorrna chahiye tha, wo abhi kitna pareshaan hoga mujhe wahan nahin paa kar…. Main bhi nah budhoo hoon wo sahi kehta hai…. At least main ek do words to likh sakta tha usske notebook mein, dhat main bhi sach mein budhoo hi hoon!.... magar kia likhti main? Eise to doorie nahin banegi, nahin main ne sahi kiya yeh aadat ban jaegi aur kissi aur kissam ka lagao ho jaega….nah baba uss se ab doorie hi behtar hai…. Magar wo kia kar raha hoga iss waqt?!”
Aur udhar Vihaan bed par hataash kar baith gaya aur ek bhaaripan mehsoos kar raha tha, usska dil aur dimaagh usske jism ka saath nahin de raha tha. phir leyt gaya bed par, enkhon ko mundh kar Ashita ko visualize karta raha kaafi der tak. Kia kia socha tha ussne ke keise keise pics lega Ashita ki ghar ane ke baad aur usska sapna tutta hua dikhaayi dene laga tha usse.
Kuch der baad wo uthkar corridor mein gaya, aur apne papa ke kamre se kaan laga kar sunne laga ke kahin Ashita ki awaaz aaye, ya ussko yakeen tha ke Ashita ki saansein lene ki awaaz mehsoos kar paega darwaze se satt kar, jab wo soti hai to Ashita ki saansein khud apne bahon par feel kiya karta hai vihaan to ussne socha wo feel darwaze se satt kar aega magar kuch nahin mehsoos kiya ussne, to tassavur mein sochne laga ke kiss tarah se ashita usske baahon mein rehti hai raat ko aur keise wo usski garam saanson ko kabhi apne baahon par to kabhi apne gardan par mehsoos karta hai, kiss tarah usski dil ki dadhkan khud ke chaati ya kaandhe par dhak dhak karti rehti hai……. Keise sab khamosh tha uss kamre mein yeh ussko ajeeb laga, Ashita ko keise mere bina neendh aayi hogi bhala yeh sochne laga Vihaan….
Usske baad kaafi der tak Vihaan idhar udhar ghumta raha corridor mein tez dil ki dhadhkanon ke saath. Behad miss kar raha tha Ashita ko, phir wapas gaya apne desk par saare copy books ko upar niche kiye dhundne ke liye ke kahin koyi note mil jaaye ashita ke taraf se, chaaron taraf dhunda magar kuch nah milne par phir corridor mein gaya, aur wahan se kitchen mein. Jaan bujh kar bartan girraya kitchen mein ke ya to Ashita ya usski maa sunkar baahar aaye to wo andar Ashita ko jhaank sake kum se kum magar koyi nahin aya….
Vihaan paagal ha raha tha, bechain tha, pareshaan tha, ussko rone ka mann kar raha tha, mobile par ghussa nikala ke bekaar mein mobile mila ussko, jiss chiz ke liye mobile liya wo usske paas hi nahin tha….. kitni khush hoti Ashita usske paas mobile dekh kar….. yeh bhi sochne laga Vihaan… raat ke barah baj gaye the aur wo corridor se apna kamra, phir wahan se lounge, aur phir kitchen, charon taraf ek paagal ki tarah chakar laga raha tha….
Ghanton beet gaye, ussko apne papa ke kamre ko khol kar andar jaane ka mann karne laga, subha ke 2 baj gaye the, magar usska mann ghabrane laga sochkar ke agar usske mummy ya papa ne ussko wahan dekha to ghalat sochenge, kahenge ke iss baar wo Ashita ke paas aya hai…. Darr bhi lag raha tha ussko…
Wo aakhir mein apne kamre mein gaya, change kiya, sone ko try kiya magar bilkool bhi needh nahin arahi thi, Ashita ko dekhe bina ussko needh ana naamumkin tha, last chiz jo wo dekhta har raat sone se pehle wo Ashita ka soya hua chehra jissko chumne ke baad wo sota tha, aaj pehli raat thi ke wo Ashita ko dekhe bina so raha tha to usske liye yeh bahot kathin tha….
Subha ke teen baje wo phir corridor mein nikla aur apne papa ke kamre ke paas kaan satta kar sunne laga aur iss baar ussko ek aahat sunaayi diye, usske dil ke dhadkan bahot tez hua, ussko laga Ashita chal rahi hai kamre mein, phir ussne socha ke yeh usska vehem hai, wo wapas lounge ke taraf chala gaya, aur sofe par baith kar rone laga… rona shuru hi kiya tha ke dekha Ashita usske saamne khadi hai!!!!
Jhapat ke ensoo bhare enkon se ussne Ashita ko kaske baahon mein bharke rone laga, aur shikayat karta gaya sisakte awaaz mein, “kyun? Eisa kyun kiya tumne? Kyun mera intezaar nahin kiya aaj? Chaar ghanton se paagalon ki tarah ghum raha hoon ghar mein, mujhko kyun sata rahi hai itna tu? Kia ho gaya? Kyun mere paas nahin aayi sone? Kyun? Kyun? kyun? Ashita buth bani khadi thi usske baahon mein bina kuch kahe…… Vihaan usski garam saansein apne gardan par feel kar raha tha aur usska jawaab ka intezaar kar raha tha……
To be continued…………… (3450 words from both updates)
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