Update 39 Ashita tells why she was distant
Vihaan ne yeh sab kuch bataya Ashita ko. Jo kuch flash back mein likha hua hai yeh sab vihaan Ashita ko samjha raha tha aur kayi baar sab bataate hue khud roya bhi apne unn dinon ke dard ko bayaan karte hue. Ashita tab tak ek distance par baithi sab sun rahi thi aur khud kayi baar royi bhi, magar jab Vihaan ne sab bata diya aur uth kar usske taraf badha to Ashita apne enkhon ko ponchte hue kamre se nikli aur apne kamre mein jaakar khud ko lock kar liya, vihaan ke laakh phukaarne par bhi darwaza nahin khola Ashita ne.
Ab aguey….
Vihaan ghabra gaya tha ke kahin dobara Ashita uss se pehle ki tarah nah ruth jaaye.
Ashita gayi to rote hue matlab wo vihaan ke sabhi baton ko sunte hue ro rahi thi usske saath saath, apne enkhon ko ponchte hue gayi magar Vihaan ke samajh mein nahin araha tha ke ab keise uss se baat kare, kia kahein ussko.
Vihaan darwaze se satt kar khada raha kuch der aur rote hue kaha,
“Meri Ashu mujhse aur khaffa mat ho please mujhse sehen nahin hoga ri. Itna dukh hua tha mujhe pichle dinon itna bataane par bhi tu phir se ruth gayi kia? Naraaz hai tu mujhse? Please mujhse baat kar nah. Dekh iss baar agar tu mujhse ruthi nah to main sach mein kahin bahot door chala jaunga, main dikhunga bhi nahin tujhko. Ghaayab ho jaunga teri life se hamesha ke liye. Suna tumne meri girlfriend? Main jaun kia? Main abhi ke abhi issi waqt chala jaata hoon, mujhe kabhi mat dhundna, meri mobile teri hui agar chala gaya to, aur uss twopiece ko phir jala kar raakh kar dena. Main jaa raha hoon ashu, ALVIDA!”
Ashita andar sab sun rahi thi aur ro rahi thi, magar jab Vihaan ne last word kaha to jhat se darwaza khula aur Ashita Vihaan se lipat kar zor se rone lagi. Vihaan ne kaske ussko baahon mein jakra aur usske sar par haath ferrte hue khud ro raha tha. Donon ro rahe the aur Ashita ne usske seene se chehra hata kar Vihaan ke chehre mein dekhte hue ensoowon ke saath kaha,
“Bhai tumne atmahatya karne ki koshish kiye the uss raat ko bhai? Mere khatir bhai kyun bhai oh my God!”
Aur Ashita apne chehre ko Vihaan ke chaati mein daba kar roti rahi. Yahan tak ke usske ensoowon se vihaan ka tshirt bheeg gaya.
Vihaan usske peeth par apne haath ferrte hue ussko chhup karane ki koshish karte jaa raha tha. Phir vihaan ne ussko apne goad mein uthaya aur apne kamre mein lagaya usske chehre ko chumte hue.
Ashita sissak rahi thi jab Vihaan ne ussko bed par bithaya aur usske paas khud baitha. Aur vihaan ne kaha,
“Chal ab buss kar tere saamne hoon ab nah? Magar tu kyun chali gayi thi aur darwaza kyun lock kar diya tha?”
Tab Ashita ne muthi bandh karke Vihaan ke chhati par mukka maarte hue kaha,
“Tumne mujhko ulloo banaya iss liye mujhe ghussa aya, magar jab sochne lagi ke mere berukhi ki vajah se tum kitne dukhi the khaas kar yaad kiya ke tumne atmahatya karne ki koshish kiye the to raha nah gaya tumse aur door! …. Tum kidhar jaa rahe the, agar main darwaza nahin kholti to tum kahan jaane wale the bhai?”
Vihaan ne ussko seene se satate hue kaha,
“Mujhe khud nahin pata kidhar jata main. Doctor ne kaha tha nah ke kahin bahot door chala jaun tumse aur bilkool wapas nah aaun wohi karta main iss baar!”
Ashita ne apne bahon ko usske kaandhon ke upar karke ussko zor se jakra aur rote hue kaha,
“Bhai khabardaar phir kabhi eisa socha bhi to? Mere baare mein nahin socha tumne? Mera kia hota tab? Main akeli keise jeeti phir tumhare bina? Kabhi bhi eise khayal mann mein bhi mat laana bhai mere baare mein sochna chaahe kuch bhi ho jaaye samjhe bhai?!”
Vihaan ne phir ussko chumte hue kaha,
“kahan nah main ne ke tujhe hi socha tha iss liye last time kahin nahin gaya tha, doctor se yehi to kaha tha main ne ke main kahin chale jaane ko soch raha tha magar tujhko socha, tere baare mein hi socha ke tu dikh ho jaegi, bahot roegi mere liye isi liye kahin nahin gaya buss tere sitam ko sehta raha.”
Ashita ne kayi baar sorry kaha aur kaha,
“Ab aakhri baar sorry keh rahi hoon, thak gayi hoon sorry kehte kehte tumko, aur aaj lo bata deti hoon ke kyun main tum ko ignore karne lagi thi aur doorie rakh rahi thi. Uss din papa ne mujhse baat kiya tha jiss din mummy lovebites wale baat ko lekar bawal kiya tha. Papa ne kuch eise baatein kahe the ke mere dil aur dimaagh ke andar ek darr sa baith gaya tha aur main nahin chahti thi kuch weisa ho jo papa ke saath hua tha!”
Vihaan heyraan hote hue sawaali nazron se Ashita ke chehre mein dekhte hue pucha,
“Papa ke saath hua tha? kia hua tha papa ke saath?”
Tab Ashita ne yaad kiya ke usske papa ne kaha tha yeh baat kissi ko nahin bataane ko Vihaan ko bhi nahin, to Ashita apne jeeb ko dant mein dabaate hue kaha,
“Nahin wo main nahin bata sakti yeh papa ka secret hai, ussne mujhe batane se mana kiya hai!”
Ab Vihaan jaanne ke liye aur bekaraar ho gaya aur kaha,
“Ari papa ki secret? Ashu mere aur tumhare beech kia kabhi koyi secret raha hai? Agar mujhe bataayegi to tere khayal se kia main kabhi uss baat ko kissi ko bataunga kia? Tu mujhe bol nah shaayad jaan kar mujhe halka mehsoos ho ya mere kaam aaye ya mujhko aguey chal kar help kare koyi decision lene mein!”
Ashita ka rona ab bilkool ruk gaya tha aur wo soch rahi thi ke Vihaan ko apne papa ki raaz bataaye ke nahin. Phir Vihaan ke haathon ko apne haathon mein kaske pakar kar kaha,
“Yeh ajeeb baat hai ke papa aur usske sister mein bhi hamare tarah pyar tha aur bahut ziada aguey nikal gaye the wo donon!”
Vihaan ko jeise 440 volt ka jhatka laga aur uth khada hua yeh sun kar. Ashita darr gayi ke ab to ussko yeh bhi batana parega ke ussne apne papa se usski aur Vihaan ke rishte ke baare mein bhi bata diya tha. Vihaan bilkool shocked dekhta raha Ashita ko aur pucha,
“kia keh rahi hai tu? Mazaak kar rahi hai nah bol!”
Ashita ne nazron ko churrate hue kaha,
“Sach hai bhai, uss din papa mujhko samjaane ke liye aaye the jab mummy nahane chali gayi tab wo baat kehne aya tha mujhe, mummy to bahot naraz thi hum donon ko lekar aur mujhe mara bhi uss roz. Tum to chale gaye kaam par apne, mujhko bahot kuch sunna pada tha bhai. Buss papa mujhko support kar rahi thi. Yaad hai nah lovebites ko lekar mummy jaanna chahti thi ke tum aur main wo sab karte hein, iss liye mujhko mummy ne mara tha bhai!”
Vihaan aur shocked hote hue kaha,
“Kamaal hai aur tumne mujhe tab kuch bhi nahin bataya? Kyun? Kia mummy ne mara tha issi liye tu uss din se mujhse berukhi se pesh ane lagi thi?”
Ashita: “nahin nah bhai uss baat ke liye nahin, papa ke baton ki vajah se kaha nah?!”
Vihaan: “oh haan to papa bhi??”
Apna sar khujaate hue Vihaan ek do kadam kamre mein chala aur phir Ashita ke chehre mein dekha. Ashita ussko uss tarah se pareshaan hote hue dekh kar kaha,
“Aao nah idhar baitho araam se batati hoon aur haan please issko raaz hi rakhna mummy ko bhi kuch nahin pata iss baare mein aaj tak. Samjhe bhai?!”
Vihaan aur bhi pareshan hua yeh sunkar aur bilkool tayaar tha sunne ko ke Ashita kaun sa raaz jaanti thi apne papa ki.
Ashita ne kaha,
“Tum papa se nahin puchoge nah iss baare mein? Kahin tumne puch liya to papa sochegi ke main ne ussko dhoka de diya tumko wo baat bata kar.!”
Vihaan bechain hote hue Ashita ke kaandhe par apne baazu ko rakhte hue kaha,
“Are nahin bolunga main kuch bhi papa ko tum batao to sahi hua kia tha? kia bola tha papa ne tujhe kaun sa raaz hai yaar?!”
Ashita ne apne dil ki dhadkanon ko badhte hue mehsoos kiya aur dheemi awaaz mein sar jhuka kar kaha,
“Papa apni sister se pyar karti thi, donon ek dusre ko bahot love karte the aur sex bhi karte the, usski sister pregnant ho gayi thi aur suicide kiya tha uss vajah se!”
To be continued in the next post immediately….
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