Update 26 Samira’s life
Haan to Samira assal mein wo nahin thi jo dikhti thi. Bahot chaalak aur ghat ghat ki pani pee hui thi. Assal mein kuch eise desires the usske, jeise ke kissi mard ka libido kuch itna hota hai ke din mein 6/7 baar sex kar sakta hai aur ejaculate bhi karta hai har baar. Libido – sex drive ko kehte hein. To kissi kissi ki sex drive kuch eise hote hein jinnko ek baar karne se pyas nahin bujhti kabhi! Turant aur karna
padhta hai sex ki pleasure haasil karne ke liye. English kmein Libido ko youn describe kiya gaya hai:
Emotions theoretically linked to sexuality: in some psychoanalytical theories, the psychic and emotional energy in people's psychological makeup that is related to the basic human instincts, especially the sex drive.
To ek vakiya sunata hoon jiss ka main khud gawah hoon, jo hamare yahan beete the kuch saal pehle iss Samira ki sex drive ko samkjhaane ke liye – yeh hakikat hai kahani nahin iss vakiya se aap logon ke samajh mein ajaega libido kia hota hai aur jissski libido ziada hota hao to kia hota hai usske saath.
Ek aadmi tha hamare yahan jo 10/15 baar jail jaa chukka tha rapes ke cases ke liye. Unn dinon rape ke case ke liye 3 mahine ka jail hota tha.. magar ab to 10 se 20 saal ke liye bhi andar ho sakte hein rapists! Woh jab bhi baahar ata jail se kissi na kissi ka rape kar deta tha. Uss ne koyi 35 rapes kiye jab who 30 saal ka tha. Aur jab aakhri baar ussko rape ke silsile mein pakda gaya to ussne ek ladki aur usski maa donon ke rape kiye aur ek dusre ke saamne! Jab ladki aur maa se bayaan liya gaya police thane mein to unhon ne kaha ke pehle ussne ladki ko rape kiya, phir turant maa ko, phir dobara ladki ko aur phir se ek baar maa ko! Police wale maa aur beti ki yakeen nahin kar rahe the. Koyi maanne ko tayaar nahin tha ke chaar baar rape kar sakta hai koyi 15 minutes ke andar. Maa aur beti par ulta ilzam lagaya gaya ke weh jhoot bol rahe hein. Aur uss aadmi ko chorr diya gaya. Bus 3 ghante baad fir kissi ki rape ki khabat aayi, aur weohi police wale gaye to ussi aadmi ko dobara pakra iss baar ek ladki aur usske aunty ka rape kiya uss aadmi ne aur fir se chaar baar 20 mins ke andar!! Police wale heyraan ho gaye ke yeh aadmi hai ya ek machine!!
Press dwara iss case ko bahot uchala gaya aur finally doctors, Phycologists. aur psychiatrists dwara yeh pata chala ke iss aadmi ka libido bahot hi ziada tha, sabhi insaanon se ziada issi liye uss se sehen nahin hota aur who rape karta firta hai. Yeh who waqt tha jab main ne lobido word pehli baar suni thi. Tab search ke baad meri samajh mein aayi ke libido kia hota hai. Unn dinon hamare yahan iss aadmi ke bare mein bada chahcha tha. Koyi mazaak banata tha to koyi ussko samajhne ki koshish karta tha kyunke yeh ek bimari ki tarah tha usske liye. Rape ki gayi ladkiyan aur awraton se pata chala ke usska lund bahot hi bada tha aur usska ball bhi bahot hi bada tha….. Jab yeh maanla public hui to sarkaar ne sabhi unn ladkiyon aur awraton ko ekatha kiya jaankaari ke liye jinnko iss aadmi ne rape kiya tha….. takriban 95 the halaan ke sirf koyi 35 logon ne official report kiye the baaki khamosh reh gaye the. To press walon ne isski khub charcha kiye the unn dinon. To unn awraton mein se ziada tarr awraton aur ladkiyon ne kaha tha ke who apne lung ko apne haath meinlekar uss lund se unnko maarta tha karne ke baad. Aur rape karte waqt usske hath mein hamesha ek bhayaanak chaku hua karta tha aur who dhamkata tha ke agar kissi ne chillane ki koshish ki to who chaku ghused dega. Jab double rape karta tha to rassi se bandh deta tha donon ko tab ek ke baad ek ko rape karta ek dusre ke saamne aur lund se maarta….. yeh bahot sare awraton ne same bayaaan diye the…… To pata chala ke ziada libido hone se sex drive bahot ziada hota hai aur karne ki chahh bahot ziada hota hai….. yeh ek murghe ke jeise hote hein jo baar baar ek murghi par chad ke chodta rehta hai…. Weisa libido hota hai inn jeise logon ki!!
Jo kuch main ne bold aur italics mein likhe hein sab hakikat hai kahani nahin. Ab apne kahani ke taraf chalet hein…… To kehna yeh hai ke eisa hi kuch libido Samira ki thi. Ussko sex karne se ek baar kabhi araam, chain nahin milti thi. Ab sochen zara agar woh mard itna rape kar sakta hai uss libido ki vajah se to ek aurat ki weisa libido ki high activity hogi to woh kia karegi? Who to kissi ki rape nahin kar sakti nah?
To Samira jab kachchi umar mein sex karne lagi to ruki nahin, partners change karti gayi aur har ek ke saath chudwati gayi jab jab aur jeise jeise mauka milta gaya ussko. Jab 18 saal ki ho gayi, sayani ho gayi tab to honshiyaari se mardon ko lubhaati aur chudwati thi…. Bahot sare yaar mile use aur khub maza kiya ussne…. 20 saal ki hui, teacher ban gayi to maa baap ne shaadi ki baat kiya to who ghabra gayi aur door bhaagti thi shaadi ki baat se kyunke usski problem to aur thi sex ko
lekar. School mein hi ekaat teachers (male) ke saath chudwati thi aksar bina ek dusre ko batane se.
Din bitte gaye aur maa baap shaadi ke liye zor dene lage aur aakhir mein Samir ki baat gayi ussske yahan to family tension se bachne ke liye ussne shadi ke liye han kar diya. Aur jab Samir se mila aur pata chala ke woh Comando hai aur khaas kar raton ko kaam karega to Samira khush hui ke tab raton ko woh free hogi kissi se bhi chudwane ko…. Issi liye ussne shaadi ki manzoori de di thi!! Aur shaadi se pehli hi Samir se chudwa bhi liye the jab samir yeh samajh raha tha ke who kar raha hai usske saath assal mein Samira ki zaroorat ko puri kar raha who uss waqt.
Afzal yeh sab padh raha tha computer par jo Samira ne likha tha samir ke liye. Afzal ka pasina chuth gaya yeh sab padhte padhte…. Aur Samira ko chodne ka bada mann kar raha tha usse! Magar soch raha tha ke itni khun surat ladki, itni acchi naukri wali, itni achci dikhne wali eisi randi jeisi harkat keise kar sakti hai kamaal hai!!
Afzal aguey padhne laga kyunke ussko yeh jaana tha ke kia Shireen involve thi usske saath ya nahin. To padhte padhte pata chala ke samira ne likha tha ke jab who flat mein aayi Afzal aur Shireen ko padosi jeise paakar to Shireen se pata chala ke who khud paraye mard se ishk karti hai Afzal ki ghair haaziri mein aur ek raat ko Shireen ke yahan ek aadmi aya tha aur Shireen ne Samira ko apne flat mein bulaya aur teenon ne milkar mauj kiie, threesome with 2 ladies and one man. Aur usske baad jab Samira ke yahan koyi ata to Samira Shireen ko apne yahan bulati phir threesome karte the weh donon…. Aur Samira ne yeh bhi likha ked hire dhire ussko Shireen se bhi lagaav ho gaya aur aksar weh donon ek saath sote the aur lesbianism par bhi utar aaye the donon… jab pehli baar threesome kiya tha tabhi Shirren ne Samita ke chuchiyon ko chumma tha aur Samira ne Shireen ki boobs ko…aur jab mard ek ko chod raha tha to dusri apne saheli ki jism ko sehla rahi thi aur chumm rahi thi jism ko charon taraf…uss tarah se lesbianism bhi shuru kar diye the donon ne….. Samira ne likha tha;
“Main ne zindagi mein kabhi nahin socha tha ke ek din kissi aurat ki jism se bhi mujhko utna hi lagaav ho jaega aur itna mazaa aega. Ye Shireen se milne ke baad pata chala. Jab Afzal ne ussko goli maar di to main tut gayi thi aur bahot darr rahi thi yeh sochte hue ke Afzal ko kahin pata nah chal gaya sabhi baton ki!! Phir Afzal mere paas aya nashe mein aur mere jism ko ajeeb tarah se chuhne laga…. Aur mujhe laga ke Shireen hi mujhko chuh rahi hai kyunke wo usska pati tha…. Main Afzal se chudwa sakti thi araam se aur tumko kuch pata bhi nahin chalta, wo khud tumko nahin batata…. Magar tera dost hai iss liye main ne ussko door kiya apne aap se ussko bhai baana kar! Weise mera plan kuch aur hi tha, main Afzal ke saath threesome karna chahti thi, do mard aur ek aurat hokar. Mera yaar yaha aata aur Afzal ko main bulati aur teenon maja karte!! Plan mera yehi tha agar Afzal ko bhai nahin banata to….. Woh to jhoot mooth ka bhai banaya use varna wo mere liye sirf ek mard hai jo mere jism ko araam de sakta hai… Main tumhare layak nahin hoon Afzal maanti hoon. Mujhe baksh kar tumne mujh par eksaan kiya iss ke liye tumhara abhaari hoon.han pata hai tum mujhse dil se chahte the, chahti to main bhi hoon tumko magar mujhe pata hai tum nahin samajh paogi mere armaanon ko aur kabhi kissi aur ke saath mujhko nahin sehen kar paoge. Agar tumko pata nahin chalta to main eise hi zindagi bassar karti rehti shayad, aur mujhko khud par ghiin ata… achchah hua tumko pata chal gaya jald hi aur main tum se door hua… ab tum ek achchi ladki dekh kar shaadi kar lena aur khush rehna meri duwaein hamesha tumhare saath hai Samir, maafi nahin mangungi kyun ke pata hai tum kabhi mujhkomaaf nahin kar paoge. Han who aadmi jo mere saath the bed par mera ek colleague hai, school mein saath padhata hai aur mujhse pyar karne ka dava karta hai magar pata nahin usska pyar sachcha hai ya jhoota… agar usska pyar sachcha hai to shayad agle 10 saal main ussi ke saath rahun varna main chidya ek daal ki nahin hoon… shaadi to nahin karunghi usske saath kyun ke mujhe aur bhi aadmi milenge iss teacher ke ilaawa….. tumhare saath itne din bahot haseen guzre Samir, isske liye bahot bahot dil ki gehraayi se tumko thanks karti hoon aur tum sach mein ek bahot hi achche husband nikle, main hi wk bewafa gandi patni hoon… tum mein koyi eyb nahin, tum sada khush raho aur taraaki karo zindagi mein Samir ALVIDA. – signed : Samira.
To be continued………………..
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