Update 52 The SMS
Woh ek pyar hi hota hai jo nafrat ko mita sakta hai. Bus ek pyar hi mein eisi taqat hai jiss ke zarye insaan bada se bada bhool maaf kar deta hai. Sirf pyar se hi dunya qayam hai, varna nafrat to sab ujaar deti hai. Jahan bhi nafrat ke beej boe gaye wahan viraani aur tabaahi paayi gayi par jahan bhi pyar ne roshni kiye wahan ujala aur sukoon ka manzar nazar aya hamesha se dunya mein. Do dilon mein jab pyar ghar basaata hai to samajhna chahiye ke kia raunak ata hai unn dilon mein aur keise ek dusre ke bhool ko pyar karne wale nazar andaaz karte hue sab bhool jaate hein aur pyar mein tabdil ho jaate hein koyi bhi bhool ya ghalati.
Shanaya to pehle se hi apne par guzre haadse ko dil se nikaal chuki thi par ab, jab ussko pata chal gaya ke wohi insaan jisske liye usska dil pehli baar dhadka tha yeh wohi hai to aur bhi pyar badh gaya aur beete hue haadse aur bhi mitti gayi apne aap. Pyar mein woh ajeeb si taaqat hoti hai jiss se insaan sabhi ghalatiyon ko sach mein dil se nikaal baahar feinkte hein. Maslan ek beti ya beta kissi tarah ka jurm kyun na kare usske maa baap usske liye hazaar jhoot bol sakte hein ussko bachaane ke liye kyun ke weh apne aulaad se behad pyar karte hein. Ek bhai, ek dost koyi bhi ho jisske dil mein ek dusre ke liye pyar ho to woh ek dusre ke eyb ko chhupaate hein aur woh pyar hi hota hai jo ek dusre jo jude rehta hai.
Shanaya ki khushi ka inteha nahin tha. Woh jhoom rahi thi khushi ke mare.usske dil mein ek ajeeb si roshni aur sukoon ne ghar kar liya tha, usske chehre par firse wohi noor nazar ane laga tha. Woh ab dobara khush dikhne lagi thi, Majid bhai se normal baat karne lagi thi kaam se wapas ghar aate waqt. Logon ko ek baar fir wohi Shanaya dikhaayi dene lage.
Waqt jeise nahin guzar rahi thi Shanaaya ke liye, har pal intezaar mein kaatna fir bhi mushkil tha ek ek din gin rahi thi Shanaya ke kab Samir wapas aega. Samir ko sochte hue usske dil mein ab ek alag si kashish hone lagi kyunke ab ussko woh chehra nazar ata tha jissko ussne apne ghar mein chhup chhup kar dekha tha ek saal pehle.
Shanaya har waqt yeh bhi sochti rahi ke ab Samir ka saamna karte hue ussko keisa mehsoos hoga. Usske dil mein itna pyar bhara hua hai ussske liye ke Shanaya sochti rehti thi ke ussko dekhte hi uss se lipat jaegi, ussko zor se apne bahon mein jakregi kissi ke bhi saamne, magar kia assal mein woh yeh sab kar paegi? Yeh sochti rehti thi Shanaya. Kahan par milenge usske lautne ke baad. Kiss waqt pehli mulaakaat hogi? Kaun kissko pehle contact karega? Keise Shanaya ko pata chalega jab Samir wapas aega? Inn sab sawaalon ne Shanaya ke mann ke andar ghar kiye hue the. Aur Shanaya ne yeh bhi socha ke usska number to hai Samir ke paas to ussi ko contact karna hoga wapas aane ke baad varna Shanaya ko pata nahin chalega ke woh agaya ke nahin. Aur agar wapas ane par bhi Samir ne contact nahin kiya to? Yeh ek baat thi jo Shanaya ko ghamgin kar deta tha. Fir bhi Shanaya sirf achchi sochti thi aur khud se kehti thi ke ab sab thik hona chahiye kuch bhi eisi weisi baat nahin hogi…… khud ko Shanaya tassali diya karti thi.
Samir ship par pichli baar wale toofan ko yaad kar raha tha aur upar wale se dua kar raha tha ke iss baar kuch eisa nah ho , koyi bhi rukawat ya pareshani nah ho jo ussko samundar mein ziada din ke liye roke. Firbhi ussko darr tha ke kissi kissam ki rukawat aa sakti hai beech mein, kuch bhi ho sakta hai, Comando unit se naya order jaari ho sakta hai, wahan se kahin aur jaane ka order mil sakta hai, kuch bhi mumkin tha…. Aur yeh sab sochte hue Samir ne bahot gehri vichaar ke baad decide kiya ke yeh kaam chorrdega wapas jaane ke baad. Ussko ab door nahin rehna tha apnon se. Apne ghar walon ko soch raha tha, apne maa baap, baai behen ko bhi yaad kiya aur Shanaya ko bhi….. pehli baar usske Shanaya ko ek biwi ke roop mein socha, aur khud se kaha; “Kia woh mujhse shaadi karna chahegi agar main ne propose kiya to? Kia woh mere uss darindagi ko mwaaf kar degi? Kia yeh mumkin hai? Main kahin kuch had se ziada to nahin chah raha uss se? Eise khayaalaat aa rahe the Samir ke dil – o – dimaagh mein Shanaya ko sochte hue.
Aur baat yeh bhi tha ke uss taraf Shanaya ko sab pata tha ke Samir kaun hai, ke woh usske ghar aya tha ussko dekhne ke liye ek saal pehle, magar Samir ko iss baat ka bilkool ilm nahin tha kyun ke woh to uss ghar mein sirf apne papa ke saath gaya tha jo apne dost se milene gaye the. Uss waqt to Samir ko bilkool pata hi nahin tha ke woh ladki dekhne ke liye lajaaya gaya tha….. yeh to sirf Shanaya ko pata tha…. To jab Samir ko inn sab baton ke bare mein pata chalega to kia guzrega uss par aur kia woh accept kar paega inn sab ko? Kia woh khud ko maaf kar paega? Khud apne nazron mein girr to nahin jaega?
Nahin uss waqt sirf Shanaya hi Samir ko sambhaal paega aur usse pata hona chahiye ke keise karke Samir ko uss bare mein samjhae aur sambhaale.
Do hafte ko guzarne mein bahot hi lamba samaye laga , eisa Shanaya ko mehsoos hua….. ab woh ek mahina jo baaki reh gaya tha Samir ke lautne ka khatm hua aur Shanaya apni mobile ko baar baar dekhne lagi ek din pehle se hi…. Ussska mann kar raha tha Comando unit phone karke poochein ke Samir wapas aya ke nahin…. Bechain thi aur khush bhi, dil bekaraar tha, enkhon mein kissi ko dekhne ki pyas thi aur waqt kate nahin kat raha tha……
Raat ke barah bajne ko tha, Shanaya Samir ke hi khayaalon mein gum, neend ke aghosh mein jaane hi wali thi jab usski mobile ki sms tone baji. Tab Shanaaya ki enkhen needh se bhaari ho rahe the…ussne sms ko padhna nahin chaha….socha Rita hogi kyun ke inn dinon wohi ziada sms kiye jaa rahi thi usse. ek pal ke liye Shanaaya so bhi gayi aur ek sapna jeisa aya ke woh sms Samir ne bheja hai aur jhatpata ke uthi aur mobile ko jaldi se lekar dekha , ek anjaan number dikh raha tha…… sms open kiya aur padha……
“ I am still in the sea some hundreds kms from land, tumse milna chahunga akele jitni jaldi ho sake….. sms ghanton pehle se send karne ko try kar raha hoon network nahin araha tha, ab land ke ziada nazdik hua hoon to send hua umeed hai ke tum tak pohunch gaya yeh wala…. Agar mila to reply karo, main Samir hoon; subha 6 baje tak zameen par pohunch jaunga aur seedhe tumse milne aunga, kia tum kal kaam se leave le sakti ho? Agar han to reply karo, tab bataunga ke kahan tumhara wait karunga.”
To be continued……………………. In next post
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