Update 41 Shanaya very upset and worried
Shanaya ke dimaagh mein Samir ka sms ne ghar bana liya tha. woh apni maa ke saath mandir gayi aur praathna karte waqt pata nahin kyun uss ne apne liye kuch nahin maangi magar uss naqaab posh aadmi ki salaamati ke liye praathna kiye. Woh aadmi jiss ne usski izat looti Shanaya ne usske liye duwaaein maangi. Kamaal hai. Aur woh bhi rote hue. Usski enkhon se ensoo tham hi nahin rahe the, ussko darr tha ke kahin samir ko kuch ho nah jae….. TV walon ne kaha ke aur bachche andar baaki hein nikaalne ko aur Comandos wapas jaenge magar terrorist nahin pakde gaye hein weh log kahin chhup kar vaar kar rahe hein to khatra baaki tha aur Comandos ko kuch bhi ho sakta tha, iss liye Shanaya nahin chahti thi ke uss sms mein jo kuch samir ne likha hai woh uss par bite….. Shanaya chahti thi ke woh zinda bachche aur usski sms padhe jiss mein uss ne likha hai ke uss ne ussko maaf kiya. Ab Shanaya ko ghutan ho rahi thi ke kia hoga agar woh bina mera sms padhe marr gaya to?
Usski to aadat thi hi dusron ke liye duaein mangna, dusron ke gham mein shaamil hona, dusron ke liye jeena, magar ek eise aadmi ke liye dua maangna jissne ussko takliff ponhuchaayi ho yeh kamaal ki baat thi. Yeh mahaaan aatma wale log hote hein jo Shanaya thi aur usske maa baap bhi weise hi insaan the. Dukhon ko khushi mein badalne wale log, dukh mein hanss kar jeene wale log, gham ko khushi mein badalne wale log. Eisi hi thi hamari Shanaya bhi. Issi liye ek rape ke baad bhi chhup rahi aur apne kismat ko phir bhi manzoor kiya jeisi hai weisi hai, jo hona tha so hua ab aguey badhna chahiye, yehi thi Shanaya ke dimaagh mein.
Mandir se wapas aayi tab bhi apne kamre mein jaakar fir rone lagi apne rapist ke liye fikar karte hue. TV par firse khabrein dekhne gayi magar tab kuch nahin dikhaayi jaa rahi thi uss haadse ke bare mein. To apne papa se poocha, “Kia hua papa wahan? Aatank wadi log pakre gae ke nahin?” papa ne jawaab diya ke ek bhi nahin pakra gaya magar sab bachon ko baccha liya gaya Comandos dwara, aur ab Comandos terrorist ko dhundne mein lage hue hein. Baad mein khabar milega ke kia hua.
Shanaaya aur bhi chintit ho gayi. Wapas apne kamre mein jaakar mobile liya aur Samir ki sms padhke fir rone lagi. Usska dil dukh raha tha aur ab uss rapist se Shanaya ko baatein karne ka mann kar raha tha, sirf iss liye ke woh jaanna chahti thi ke ussko sms mila ke nahin, ussne padha ke nahin….
Shanaya ne apne mobile ko haath mein liye kamre mein hazaar chakar laagaaye sochte hue ke ussko phone Karen ke nahin. Aur yeh bhi soch rahi thi ke pata nahin woh iss waqt phone utha paega ya nahin kyunke woh mission par hai….. ek ghante baad fir apne papa ke paas TV dekhne gayi tab bhi koyi khabar nahin aayi thi aur dobaara din wale drisht dikhaya jaa raha tha aur firse usski freeze tasveer dikhaayi gayi jiss mein Samir ka chehra naqaab mein chhupa hua usske enkhen screen par zoom ki gayi… Shanaya usske enkhen ko dekhti rahi aur uss mein ek ajeeb si kashish dikhi ussko…. Shanaya ne unn enkhon ko uss gadde mein yaad kiya kiss tarah woh ussko dekh raha tha jab uss ke jism ke upar tha woh rapist…. Uss waqt Shanaya ussko rok rahi thi aur usske enkhen issi tarah Shanaya ko dekh rahe the jiss tarah screen par dikh rahe the…. Usske enkhon mein na darr tha, na koyi khauff, na fikar…. Weh enkhen iss tarah dekh rahe the jeise challenge kar rahe hon, ke aao mein hoon nah, sab thik kar dunga, mere saath sab surakshit hein aajao... unn enkhon mein umeed thi, bahaduri thi, pyar tha, magar khatra bhi tha, dushman ke liye khatra apnon ke liye umeed aur pyar…… Shanaya ke samajh mein nahin arahi thi ke kal jiss ne usska rape kiya aaj kyun usske liye itna fikar kar rahi hai jeise ussko barson se jaanti hai….. Shanaya ne apne kamre mein wapas jaakar khud se rote hue baat karne lagi……..
“Kia rishta hai mera uss se? kyun uss ke liye itni bechain ho gayi hoon ab…. Kyun uss se ek rishta jeisa laga jab usske enkhon ko pehli baar dekhi thi office ke paas? Kaun hai woh? Kia lagta hai woh mera. Kyun ussne mujhko itna dukh diya. Aur kyun main usske liye itni chintit hoon? Kia karun? Ussko phone karun ke nahin?”
Aur aakhir Shanaya ne ussska number dial kar hi diya. Phone bajta raha magaar kissi ne nahin uthaaya. Fir 10 minutes baad aur ek baar phone kiya tab bhi kissi ne nahin uthaya…… Shanaya ko bahot fikar hone lagi…… phone karrti gayi 10 baar, 15 baar. 20 baar, 25 baar…… magar koyi reply nahin arahi thi…. Shanaya rone lagi aur bahot bechain thi…… praathna karne lagi….. suraj dhalne laga, shaam ho gayi TV par bhi koyi news nahin aa rahi thi details mein sirf yeh kaha jaa raha tha ke aaj aatank vadiyon se bachchon ko bacha liya gaya, iss se ziada kuch nahin bataya jaa raha tha……
Shanaya rote hue khud se sawaal karne laghi, “Kia woh kaam par mobile nahin lekar jaate? Kia mission par jaate waqt mobile lejana mana hoga? Ho sakta hai. Magar switch off to nahin hai, baj rahi hai….. agar ziada main phone karti gayi to usska battery down ho jaega….to rukti hoon, wait karti hooon raat ko woh zaroor reply karega mujhe, zaroor call karega…main besabri se intezaar karungi……”
Dinner ke waqt khana bhi nahin khaya Shanaya ne….. bus bahot fikar karti jaa rahi thi aur roti rehti thi….. woh apne aap par hue haadsa ko bhool hi chuki thi aur sirf apne naqaabpopsh rapist ko aur usski enkhon ko dimaagh mein samaaye hue usska call ka wait kar rahi thi…… raat guzarta gaya, 100 baar se ziada Shanaya apni mobile ko dekh rahi thi, silent mode par kar liya tha sirf vibrate on tha….
Raat ke 10 baj gaye, phir 11 baje aur raat ke barah baje bhi call nahin aaya to Shanaya ne ek baar aur dial kiya, to aur bahot rone lagi zor se kyun ke ab mobile switch off tha…..
Neend aana to naamumkin tha, bus pareshan aur behaal thi Shanaya, samajh mein nahin araha tah ke ab woh kia Karen…… bahar balcony par nikli hawa khaane, aasmaan mein tare dekhte hue haath jodhkar firse duaen maangi apne rapist ke liye ke woh sahi salaamat ghar wapas aaye aur ussko call Karen….. Usska ka dil bahot tez dhadak raha tha aur bahot hi bechaiin thi….
Raat ek baje usski phone baji…. Bahot khush hokar phone liya han Samir ka hi call tha; aur Shanaya khush to thi magar bahot rote hue bina Samir ki awaaz sunne kaha;
“Kahan the tum? kyun phone nahin utha rahe the, main ne kitne baar phone kiya, kitni fikar ho rahi thi mujhe, kitni ro rahi thi main; kia guzra hai mujh par tumko TV par dekhne ke baad samajh sakte ho? kyun mujhe itna saata rahe ho, kia bigara hai main ne tumhara, kyun sata rahe ho mujhe kyun kyun kyun??!!!” Aur bahot rone lagi phone ko kaan se lagaaye hue.
Samir ussko sunkar pata nahin khush hua ya udaas magar dhire se jawaab diya;
“Are suno to, mera mobile office mein tha jab main mission par gaya tha…. Aur bahot der baad wapas mera phone diya gaya mujhe main iss waqt hospital mein hoon….”
Shanaya ghabra gayi aur bahot bechain hote hue poocha;
“Hospital mein? Kia hua? Bolo tumko kia hua thik to ho nah?” aur fir rone lagi….
Samir: “rona band karo please, tum bahot roti ho, kal din bhar tum roye the ab bhi ro rahi ho….. mujhe tumhara rona nahin passand hai, kabhi to hanss diya karo, kab tumko hansste hue dekhunga ya sununga hmmm?”
Apne ensoo ponchte hue Shanaya boli;
“Magar hospital mien kyun ho batao jaldi mujhe bahot fikar ho rahi hai, bolo nah!”
Samir: “darne ki koyi baat nahin bus peyr mein ek goli lagi hai, tumko sataane ki sazaa mili mujhe….”
Shanaya fir rone lagi aur boli;
“Main mandir mein tumhare salaamati ki praathna karne gayi thi din mein to kyun tumko goli lagi eisa nahin hona chahiye tha….”
Samir: “To phir tumhari praathna ne hi mujhe bachaya kyun ke ussi waqt mere ek dost ki jaan chali gayi kyunke ussko goli sar par laaga, tumhari praathna ne mujhko bachaaya! Bahot shukriya mere liye praathna karne ke liye….”
Shanaya: “Dard ho raha hai? Kiss jagah par goli lagi peyr mein aur keise lagi, kyun tum apna khayaal nahin kartte? Hmmm”
Samir: “fikar ki koyi baat nahin hai, goli andar nahin gaya, bus upar se kharaachte hue nikal gaya, sirf kharaach aayi hai….kyun itna fikar kaar rahi ho, bus ab rona band karo, main kal raat se soya nahin hoon bilkool bahot neend a rahi hai mujhe, bahot thakaan mehsoos ho rahi hai, doctor ne sakht araam karne ko kaha hai aur ek mahine ki chhuthi bhi diya hai…. Ab khub araam karunga aaur tumse milne har roz aunga hospital se nikalne ke baad.”
Yeh sunkar Shanaya kuch der ke liye khamosh ho gayi…. Koyi jawaab nahin de rahi thi….. samir ne hello hello kiya kayi baar tab Shanaya boli
“hmm main to araam se so gayi thi subha ko aur soch raha tha tum bhi so gaye hoge magar tum to mission par chale gaye, keise itna himmat jutate ho…kal din bhar ke thakaan ke baad , fir raat ko bina soye tum itni khatarnaak kaam ke liye chale gaye, khatra kyun mol lete ho eise, tum araam nahin kar sakte the?...... Achcha thik hai ab araam karo, so jao, mujhe ab tassali ho gayi ke thik ho…… han aur mere sms ka jawaab bhi nahin diya tum ne, bahot bure ho tum main tumse ab baat nahin karungi”
Samir muskuraya aur kaha;
“Bahot bada dil hai tumhara jo tumne mujhko maaf kar diya…..”
Iss se pehle ke samir aur kehta Shanaya beech mein boli;
“Nahin sms ka jawaaab sms se hi dena, tum bahot achchah likhte ho, main ne tumhare sms ko save kar liya hai ussko kabhi nahin mitaungi, bahot royi thi main tumhare uss sms ko padhkar aur tum par ……. ( kehne jaa rahi thi ke ‘tum par bahot pyar aya tha’) … magar kaha, tum par bahot taras aayi mujhe”
Samir ne kaha, “To ab main so jaun thoda?”
Shanaya: okay thik hai main bhi tumko disturb karr rahi hoon han tumko araam ki zaroorat hai so jao araam se…. goodnight, and have sweet dreams, baaki sab kuch bhool jao…… main bhi ab sukoon se so sakungi…. Bye mister Shut up hihihihi”
Samir: “chalo shukar hai tumhari hanssi sunne ko mila, ab to apna naam bata do nah!”
Shanaya: “Main Shanaya hoon, aur tum apna naam mat batana mere liye tum Mister Shut up hi rahoge hihihihihi!!”
Samir: “Shanaya, wah kitna pyara naam hai bahot hatke hai yeh naam; bahot kum suna hai iss naam ko…behad passand hai mujhe tumhara naam Shanaaya.”
Shanaya: “thank you mister Shut up”
Samir: “Mera naam Samir hai shut up nahin!!”
Shanaya: Samir!! Samir hai tumhara naam? Achchah, suna hua lagta hai… han ek film mein Salman Khan ka naam tha Samir, woh mera favourite hero hai, tum bhi weise hi ho body wala, kamiz utaarne wala, tumhare body ko hi ziada dekha tha main ne kal…. Hihihihi”
Samir hanss pada aur khush tha ke ab Shanaya hanss rahi thi. Ussko bhi chain mila aur jo kiya tha uss ne uss se raahat jeisi mili ussko.
To be continued…………………….(1987 words)
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