Update - 20
Soniya lete lete hi soch rhi hai.. Fir uska dhyan kiss ki taraf chala jata hai.. Jab wo suabh jagi to samne arun ka chehra dekh usse raha nhi gaya aur uske honth khud ba khud hi uski or khinche chale gaye.. aur wo ahsaas jab uske honthon ne arun ke honthon ko chua..wo ahsaas wo shabdo me bayan nhi kar pa rahi thi..kya tha wo ahsaas.
Wo jadu wo nasha..wo madhoshi jab uska ras uske muh me ghulne laga... In baton ko yad krke dobara uske shareer me wahi romanch wali leher daud gayi..
Usne sirf use thankyou kehne ke liye kiss kiya tha lekin uske baad to jaisa uska khuf par bas hi nhi rha.. Aisa bhi nhi tha ki usne aaj se pehle kabhi kiss nhi kiya tha.. Bahut kiye the..but is kiss me pta nhi kiss kism ki khumari thi..usne aaj se pehle kabhi bhi kisi ke liye ye mahsoos nhi kiya tha..kya thi ye feelings aur kyu???
Kahi use pyar to nhi ho gaya hai?? Nahi nhi ye pyar nhi hai.. Aur apne bhai se to bilkul nhi ho skta..ye galat hai.. Lekin fir kyu use har waqt usi ke paas rehne ke icha hoti hai..kyu use uski bahon me jake ek sukoon milta hai jo aur kahi nhi milta..kyu uske hath lagate hi wo pighal si jati hai..
"Haan main bhai se pyar hi to krti hun.. Krti kya hun main hamesha se krti aayi hun chahe use kitna bhi pareshan kiya ho"..
Use dekhe bina usse lade bina uska khana hi kaha hazam hota tha.. Uska din pura hi tab hota tha jab wo usse ek bar lad le.. aur ab jab bhi wo uske samne nhi hota to ek khalipan sa reh jata hai uske dil me..
"Main bhai ko abhi ja ke bta dungi ki mujhe unse pyar hai.. I love him.." soniya soch ke muskurane lagi..
Lekin agar wo mujhse pyar nhi krte hue fir.. Agar pyar nhi krte hote to mere liye apni jaan daon par kyu lagate?? Lekin aisa to koi bhi bhai apni behen ke liye kr skta hai.. Nhi wo bhi mujhe pyar krte hain.. Aur agar ye sirf bhai behen wala pyar hua to?? Soniya khud se hi lade ja rhi hai..
Agar bhai ne mera pyar accept krne se mana kar diya to..ye sochte hi uski ankhon se ansu nikal aaye.. Lekin main bhai ko bataye bina bhi nahi rah skti.. Main abhi jake une sab bata dungi fir aage jo hoga dekha jayega.. soniya apne ansu pochte hue uth khadi hoti hai aur room se nikal jayi hai..
Idhar Arun thoda teji se seedhiyan chadhta hua apne room tak pahuncha.. haanki use isme dard kafi hua lekin is waqt uska dimag sirf soniya ki harkaton ko yad kar raha tha.. Room ke andar aate hi wo dhamm se bistar par gir pada..
Usne apna sir apne hathon me pakad liya aur sochne laga.. Ye kya ho gaya mujhse.. Ab soniya kya sochegi ki uska bhai uske bare me is tarike se sochta hai.. akhir ye uski behnon ke sath hi kyu ho raha hai.. pehle supriya di aur ab soniya.. Nahi main soniya ke sath aage nahi badh skta.. Chahe pehle maine uske bare me kitne bhi gande tarike se socha ho par ab nahi.. Ab wo badal gayi hai.. "Main sahi me bahut bura insaan hun.. Us bechari ne sone ke liye mera hath pakda aur main uski body ke ahsaas se hi uttejit ho gaya.. Main uska galat fayda utha raha hun.. mujhe usse door rehna hoga.. yahi sahi hoga.." Arun is tarike se sochne laga..
Tabhi darwaje par halki si dastak sunai padti hai..
"Kaun??" Arun sochta hai jarur Soniya hi hogi..
"Bhai main andar aa jaun.." Soniya andar apna sir kar ke bolti hai..
Arun haan me sir hila deta hai aur apne chehre ke expressions ko smile me change kar deta hai.. Soniya aake uske samne ghutanon par baith jati hai..
"I am sorry.." Dono ek sath hi bol padte hain..
"what?? Aap kyu sorry bol rahe ho.." Soniya puchti hai..
"Wo jo kuch bhi hua aaj subah uske liye.." Arun thuk nigalte hue kehta hai..
Aur ek gehri saans leta hai..
"Soniya kal raat mujhe apni ab tak ki sabse achchi neend aayi jabki meri body me itni chot aayi hain.. Kal raat itni jyada ..pure thi ki sab kuch acha tha.. lekin subah maine sab bekar kar diya.. i am sorry for everything that happened earlier... and." Arun bade dheere bolta hai.. lekin tab tak soniya apna hath uske honthon par rakh deti hai..
"Bhai ek baat bataun.. mujhe pata nhi kyu but apse ek tarike se nafrat thi jabse accident hua tha. Isiliye main hamesha aap se ladti rehti aur aapko dukh pahuchane ki koshish karti rehti thi.. Lekin kal aapke sath hone se mujhe pata chala ki main to apse hamesha se pyar karti aayi hun.. Aur jaise main apke bare me sab kuch janti hun.. Kal se jab bhi main akele sone ki kosis karti hun to darawane sapne aate hain.. Lekin jab main aapke sath soi to itna sukoon mila ki main apko bata nahi sakti.. Aur apne kuch bhi bekar nahi kiya.. Maine hi apko kiss kiya tha.." Soniya apni ankh se nikla ansu pochkar kehti hai..
"Aur apko kiss karke mujhe ye realise hua ki main apse sach me pyar karti hun aur ye pyar behen bhai ke pyar se badhkar hai.. I want to be with you.. I love you bhai.." Soniya itna keh ke shant ho jati hai..
Iske baad room me sannata chaa jata hai. Arun ke dimag ne to kaam hi karna band kar diya.. Ek ajeeb sa ahsas to use bhi hota tha soniya ke sath lekin wo use accept nahi karna chahta hai..
Wo dhire se soniya ka hath pakad ke kehta hai.. "Soniya dekho tum abhi thode emotional state se guzar rahi ho.. Tum mujhse pyar nahi karti ho.. Bas tumhe aisa lag raha hai.. Aur ye galat bhi hai.. Meri baat samajhne ki koshish kar.. Gudiya.."
Soniya ye sunte hi thoda sa sakhat ho jati hai... uske ankhon me ansu banane start ho jate hai... "Bhai please aisa mat bolo.. I really love you.. Please bhai try to understand.. Main janti hun apko bhi mujhse pyar hai lekin aap accept nhi karna chahte.."
Arun itna sunta hai to thoda sa achambhit ho jata hai ki jo chiz wo abhi soch raha tha wo ise kaise pata... lekin fir bhi khud ko control karta hai..
"Soniya ye galat hai.. I love you but as a sister bas.. and please rona mat. Tumhe kuch time chahiye hai sochne ke liye.. aur hum log thode time dur hi rahenge.. ok dekhna tumhara jab mood thik hoga to tumhe realise hoga ki tum galat soch rahi thi..."
" Thik hai bhai aap accept nahi karna chahte koi baat nahi.. main kuch nahi kahungi waise bhi aapne mere liye bahut kuch kiya hai... but I love you ..i love you.. i love you..." Soniya itna keh ke apne room me chali jati hai..
Aur arun darwaje ko takta rehta hai..
Tbc....
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