Chapter 30:- To A New Beginning
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Arun uthkar apne bistar par hi angdayi lekar apne balo me ungli ghumane laga. Use lag raha tha jaise ki seene par hazaro var ek sath ho rahe the. Dil tutne par aisa hi lagta hai, Supriya di ne kaha tha usse. "Jiska beej daaloge uska ped katoge,"
Wo uski baat sunke bilkul khush nhi hui thi. Koi bhi nhi hua tha. Lekin wo janta tha ki wo kya kar raha hai jo wo log nhi samajh pa rahe the. Usne ek thandi aah li aur bathroom ki or chal diya.
Chalte chalte wo firse purani baato ke bare me sochne laga.
Aisa bhi nahi tha ki uske paas koi or options the. Koi jariya hi nhi tha ki chize usi hisab se chalti rahti. Uska man waha pahuch gaya jab use sahi me realize hua ki uske paas apni beheno ke sath time seemit hi tha. Mana ki sabko marna hi hai ek din, lekin ye baat alag thi. Ye khayal uske man me aaye aur fir wahi bas gaye. Use laga tha ki jaise kisi ne uska hath pakadkar usse ye karwaya ho.
Ye khayal 6 mahine pehle hi aaye uske man me, Aarohi ke accident ke 3 saal baad.
Arun aur uski beheno ko Rohit ke ghar par unke parents ki anniversary ke liye jana tha. Wo log pahuche aur turant hi unhe laga ki kuch to galat hua hai. Rohit aur Nisha ke bich chize sahi nhi thi.
Arun car se utar kar Aarohi aur Sneha ke sath chal raha tha. Rohit ne darwaja khola aur tabhi gusse se Nisha use dhakelete hue chali gayi.
"Get out of my way," wo apne bhai ko gusse se dekhte hue boli.
Rohit ne kuch nhi kaha aur un logo ko andar aane ko kaha. "Sorry about her," usne dhime se kaha.
Khana kafi acha tha lekin table par us din beete saalo ki tarah baatein utne dhang se nhi ho rahi thi. Rohit ke parents ko chhodkar har kisi ko kuch ajib lag raha tha. Rohit ka to khane ke dauran chehra hi latka raha, jo kabhi har waqt hasi aur shararat se bharpoor rehta tha.
Rohit aur Nisha ne kafi pehle sex shuru kar diya tha ek dusre ke sath, baad me Arun ko pata chala. Arun ne akhir Rohit ko bata hi diya tha ki usne un dono ko cabin me ek sath dekh liya tha aur usne ye bhi admit kiya ki wo bhi apni beheno ke sath sexual relationships me involved hai.
Jab Rohit ne Nisha ko ye baat batayi to wo vifar padi.
Arun khud ko dosi thehrata raha jo kuch hua aage. Agle din wo jab college me Rohit se mila to wo samajh gaya ki kuch jyada hi gadbad hai. Kafi masakkat ke baad rohit ne use baat batyi. "Nisha ghar me nhi rehna chahti, wo aaj naya apartment dekhne gayi hai. Mom dad ko usne convince kar liya hai ki wo ghar par nhi rehna chahti," rohit bola.
Arun ko bura laga. Lekin usne jyada force nhi kiya, use pata tha ki Rohit ka jab man hoga tab wo use sab kuch bata dega. Waise bhi Rohit ko time ki jarurat thi.
Graduation usi saal complete ho gayi thi. To dono MBA karne lage the. Aarohi bhi unke sath hi thi. Wo log uske baad khud ka business start karne ki soch rahe the jiske liye capital income rohit ke dad dene ko tayyar the.
Pichli baatein yaad karke ek kasak si uthi Arun ke dil me.
Wo bathroom me pahucha aur shower chalu karke thande paani ke niche khada ho gaya.
Use is problem ka bahut pehle hi solution dhund lena chahiye the. Jab usne finally apni beheno ko bataya tha ki wo kya karne ki soch raha hai to kafi bawal hua tha. Use ye sab pehle hi samajh jana chahiye the. Use yaad aane laga ki kya baat hui thi Rohit se.
Lag raha tha jaise ki bahut pehle ki baat ho lekin abhi bas 2 mahine hi hue the us baat ko jisne use is mod par lake khada kar diya tha.
Wo canteen me baitha hua tha. Rohit aaya aur hi bolkar baith gaya. wo aajkal udas hi rehta tha, hasi majak, uchalna wagairah sab band kar diya tha.
Arun ne uske liye coke or order kari to wo mana karne laga.
"Come on yaar. Kab tak?" Arun ne pucha. "6 mahine ho gaye us baat ko.."
"Tu nahi samjhega..aur mujhe us bare me baat karni bhi nhi hai."
"Main nhi samjhunga? Main bhi ek tarike se same position me hoon jisme tu hai. Dekh tujhe kisi se to baat karni hi padegi aur mujhse better kaun milega?"
Rohit coke pine laga.
"Kuch to bol. Chal Nisha ke bare me mat bolna bas."
Kuch der baad Rohit bola. usne do tin bar kuch bolne ki kosis ki lekin fir chup hone laga. Arun ne bhi use roka nhi.
"Fine. Lekin jo main kehne wala hoon, wo tujhe pasand nhi aane wala."
"Tu mujhe usse ache tarike se janta hai. Tu janta hai main kabhi tujhe judge nhi karunga. Tu mere bhai ki tarah hai yaar, ab bata."
Rohit ne sir hila diya. "Baat sirf ye nhi hai ki Nisha chali gayi. Ye bhi nhi ki main usse miss nhi karta. Mujhe pata hai ki jis ladki ke sath main sex karta tha wo chali gayi hai, lekin wo meri behen bhi thi. Tu samajh raha hai na, meri jindagi ka wo hissa mujhse dur ho gaya hai. Mera matlab hai, ki agar hum dono alag ho jate to chalta lekin ab maine apni behen ko bhi kho diya hai. Wo aati hai to sirf momn dad se milne, mujhe completely ignore kar rahi hai. Mom dad ne pucha bhi lekin usne baat ghuma di. Aaj pure char mahine ho gaye ki usne mujhse directly baat ki ho. Aur sab meri galti hai. And I miss my sister." Rohit ka gala bhar aaya tha.
Arun ne uske kandhe par hath rakhke daba diya.
"I mean, we were so close as brother sister. Mujhe laga ki hum log hamesha waise hi rehne wale the."
"To exactly hua kya tha?"
Rohit ne apni aankh se aasu poche aur ek sip li coke ki.
"Jab tune mujhe bataya ki tu bhi..."
Arun ne sir hila diya.
"To kafi time tak maine use nhi bataya. Lekin wahi anniversary se ek din pehle hum log aise hi batein kar rahe the sex ke baad to teri baat chali and I told her. Aur wo khush nhi thi ki tum logo ko hum dono ke bare me pata chal gaya hai. Mujhe to ye bhi mauka nhi mila batane ka ki tu bhi apni sisters ke sath involved hai. Wo mujh par chillane lagi aur kamre se niklne ke liye kehene lagi. Taqleef mujhe tab hui jab wo rote hue mere upar chize fek rahi thi."
Arun uski baat khamoshi se sun raha tha.
"Maine use shant karne ki kosis ki, lekin usne jabardasti mujhe room se nikal diya aur andar se lock kar liya. Anniversary ke agle din maine dekha ki usne sab saman pack kar liya tha. Usne kaha ki usne apni ek friend se baat kar li hai aur wo uske sath apartment me rehne wali hai. Wo ab is ghar me mere sath nhi reh skti. Use thode space ki jarurat hai. Maine uske pair pakadkar rokne ki kosis ki and I said that I'm sorry for letting all this happen aur main kuch bhi karunga ye sab kuch thik karne ke liye. Lekin usne nahi suna aur chali gayi."
Rohit ki ankh se firse 2 aasu nikalkar gaal par aa gaye.
"Mom dad ke puchne par usne simply keh diya ki use ghar me nhi rehna jab tak uska man nhi karta. Unhone bhi jyada force nhi kiya. Wo wekends par aati hai lekin sirf mom dad se milne. Shuruaat me maine baat karne ki kosis ki lekin she just told me to keep distance. Maine phone karne ki kosis ki to wo phone receive hi nhi karti thi. Maine ye tak kaha ki main ghar chod kar bahar reh lunga wo ghar aa jaye lekin koi fayda nhi."
"Akhirkar usne ek din meri call receive ki and then my whole world crumbled upon me. usne kaha ki wo kabhi mujhse baat nhi karna chahti. Wo ghar aati hai to sirf mom dad se milne. Usne kaha ki jo kuch hum dono ke bich hua wo ek galti thi. Aur agar maine usse jyada baat karne ki kosis ki to wo kabhi ghar wapas bhi nhi aayegi. That was last time I listened her talking to me."
Rohit ne apna chehra apne hatho me chupa liya. Arun ne bhi uske aasu rokne ki kosis nhi ki. Wo janta tha ki mahino se ye dard apne seene me dabaye baitha hai use nikalna jaruri hai.
Kuch seconds baad usne apna chehra pocha.
"Maine usse pucha, please Nisha main kya kar skta hoon thik karne ke liye sab kuch. Wo kuch der khamosh rahi fir boli ki wo jindagi bhar pachtane wali hai ye soch ke ki usne apne hi bhai ke sath ye kiya aur agar mom dad ki baat na hoti to wo jindagi me kabhi mera chehra bhi nahi dekhna chahti. Usne kaha..(gulp) ki kabhi kabhi wo sochti hai ki hum dono me se koi ek mar jata to jyada better rehta."
Akhiri line kehte hi Rohit ke aasuo ka bandh fir tut gaya. Kafi der tak uski ankh se aasu girte rahe.
Arun to chowk gaya ye sunke. "Aisa kaise keh skti hai yaar?"
"Because I fucked it up. Maine apni family ko tod diya yaar. Aur main kabhi khud ko maaf nhi kar paunga ki meri wajah se Nisha ghar chhod ke chali gayi hai. And I can't get my sister back."
"Rohit.."
"Arun, you need to be careful," Rohit ne ankh pochkar uski taraf dekhte hue kaha.
"Matlab?"
"Tujhe kya lagta hai ki tu apni family ko kab tak jode rakh skta hai? Maine sirf ek ladki ke chakkar me meri family tod di aur tu char ke sath hai. You are sitting on a time bomb that is going to explode one day, for sure."
Arun apna sir hila raha tha. "Meri family ka is chiz se koi lena dena nhi hai."
"Tu samajh nhi raha hai, bhai. Har chiz ek na ek din khatm hoti hai. Ek na ek din teri kisi behen ko real relationship ki jarurat padne wali hai ya fir bachche. Tu wo nhi kar skta. Tu janta hai na kya daav par lag jayega. Aur main janta hoon, agar teri wajah se teri family tooti to tu jinda nhi reh payega kyuki tera is duniya me unko chodkar koi bhi nhi hai. You know I'm right. Ya to teri wajah se teri family tootegi agar tune kuch nhi kiya ya fir Riya ki tarah koi bahar wala sab barbad kar dega."
Riya ki friend ne Rohan aur Riya ko ek din sath me dekh liya tha. Shuruat me to usne ye baat chhupa ke rakhi lekin uske pet me baat ruki nhi. Eventually, rohan ko ghar chhodkar jana pada. Ab dono bahut hi kam baat karte the.
"Think about it," Rohit bola. "Main tujhe us condition me nhi dekhna chahta jisme main hoon."
Arun chupchap uski baat sunta raha. Fir cantene ka bill pay karke bina kuch kahe waha se jane laga.
Wo sidhe apni car me baith aur road par teji se jane laga. "Fuck it," wo baar baar steering par hath marte hue bolta raha.
Awaz turant hi bhikh mangne lagi ki ye batein na soche.
Arun ke liye uski duniya toot rahi thi.
Uske baad 15 dino tak Arun ne Rohit se baat nhi ki. Waise bhi usne college jana kam kar diya tha. Akhir usne fir decide kar hi liya ki use ye baat khatm karni hi padegi.
"I think you're right," Arun ne usse kaha jab wo canteen me tha. "Main us time manane ke liye tayyar nahi tha, lekin ab main dekh skta hoon ki kya ho skta hai. Main kabhi apni family ko todne ka jimma nhi utha paunga. Maine kabhi ye baat notice nahi kari lekin jabse ye sab shuru hua tabse jab bhi koi bahas hoti hai, chaho choti se choti baat par ho, sex bich me aa jata hai, aur wo log ek tarike se ek dusre ko marne par utaru ho jati hain. Mujhe khud viswas nhi ho raha ye kehte hue that I need to breakup with all of them."
"Tujhe samajh nhi aa raha. Aisa kuch nhi hone wala, kis chutiye ki baaton me aa gaya hai tu. Main kabhi aisa nhi hone dunga."
"Tumhara decision nhi hai."
"Mujhe kya koi bhoot samajh rakha hai jisne tere man par kabja kar rakha hai. Main tera hi hissa hoon...jo tujhe bata raha hai ki tu galat kar raha hai."
"Haan tum mere man ka hissa ho jo ye manana hi nahi chahta ki sach kya hai. Ye is baat ki sachchai nhi badal dega ki main dhire dhire apni family ko todta ja raha hoon."
Uske baad wo kayi dino tak dhang se nhi so ska. Raato ko der tak jagta rehta aur sochta rehta. Ek sham usne apni sabhi beheno ko hall me bulaya. Uski shakl dekh kar hi sab samajh gaye ki kuch serious baat hai.
"Listen," usne apne dil ke bharipan ko ignore karte hue kaha.
"Mat kar bhai. Please. Don't do this. Agar tune kiya to main chala jaunga."
Usne ek gehri saas li aur niche dekha to aankh se ek aasu behta hua gaal par aa gaya. "To maine akhir Rohit se baat kar hi li ki uske aur Nisha ke bich kya hua tha?"
Arun ne un charo ko bataya ki kya hua aur akhir me jab usne unki taraf dekha to sabhi ki ankho me aasu the.
"Don't" Supriya aasu bahate hue boli. "Don't say it." Supriya ko lag raha tha ki kuch hone ja raha hai.
"Di..."
Baki teeno Supriya ki or fir Arun ki or dekhkar sab chize jod rahe the. Arun ne aankh se aasu pocha.
"Ye mere liye asan nhi hai," usne apne aasuo ke bandh ko thamte hue kaha. Uske shareer ka har hissa use ye kaam karne se mana kar raha tha.
"Ye bas tumhara man hai jo nhi chahta ki tumhe dukh pahuche, you have to be strong, you have to be strong, for them."
"Rohit sahi keh raha tha. Hum log ye hamesha nhi kar skte."
Soniya ke pairo ke niche se jaise jameen khisak gayi. Uske chehre ko dekh kar lag raha tha ki hazaro khanjar us par chal rahe hon.
"Arun.." Aarohi boli, ek aasu uske gaal par rasta bana raha tha.
"Mujhe shift hona chahiye, aur mujhe nhi lagta hume sex jari rakhna chahiye."
"Mera to kaam hi khatm ho gaya hai. Bye. Do fucking what you want."
Supriya sir niche kar ke rone lagi same Aarohi ki tarah. Sneha bilkul chup hoke ro rahi thi aur Soniya ko pakde hue the.
"Fuck you," Supriya gusse me laal hokar boli.
"Aapko kya lagta hai hum log ye kab karte reh pate?" Arun ne sabse pucha. "Hamare future ka kya. Tum logo ne uska socha? Bachche? Shadi?"
Aarohi ne uski or dekha. "Jab wo chize aayi hoti to hum logo ne unke solutions bhi nikal liye hote, sath me."
Arun sir hilane laga. "Nisha ne rohit se kaha ki wo chahti hai ki un dono me se koi ek mar jaye. Maine usko jindagi me keval ek baar rote huye dekha hai aur wo din tha kal. Uski jindagi tabah ho gayi hai. Abhi chahe jitni bhi taqleef kyu na ho, main apni family ko us mod par nhi lana chahta. I can't. I love yoo too much to do that to you."
"Hum log unki tarah nhi hain, Arun." Aarohi boli.
"Really?" arun ne pucha.
"Arun sahi keh raha hai," Sneha bich me boli.
"What?" Aarohi ek dum palatkar uski or dekhne lagi. Soniya to uske paas se aise hati jaise usme kate lage hon. "Di mujhe viswas nhi ho raha ki aap ye baat keh rahi ho."
"He's right. It makes sense. Mera matlab hai dhyan se dekho hume, hum log apne hi bhai ke sath sex kar rahe hain. Aur itne saalo me humne kitni baar dekha hai ki hum sharing ke mamle me bilkul bekar hain. Hum log kar kya rahe hain? Kabhi socha ki sex ko lekar kitni ladai ho chuki hain ghar me? Kitni bhar usne hum logo ko joda lekin hum log har baar chhoti se chhoti baat par use todte rahe."
"Apke liye kehna asan hai, di, aap to ---------- ja rahi ho na," Aarohi boli.
"Fuck you, Aarohi, mere liye bhi ye asan nhi hai. Main bhi Arun se utna hi pyar karti hoon, jitna ki tum, lekin main apni family ko usse jyada chahti hoon. Ek bar socho ye jo hum kar rahe hain usse hamari puri family bikhar skti hai aur fir kabhi koi bhi ise jod nhi payega. Aur meri jane ki baat to main sirf 4 mahine ke liye ja rahi thi. Fir to main wapas hi aa rahin hoon na. To ye mujhe bhi utni hi taqleef de raha hai jitni ki tumhe."
"Oh bullshit!" Supriya gusse Sneha ki or chalte hue boli. "Mujhe viswas nhi ho raha, Sneha ki tu iski baat man rahi hai. Aaru ne thik kaha, tu to chali jayegi -----------. Sirf isliye ki tujhe taqleef ho rahi uska lund chhodne me to iska matlab ye to nhi ki hum log bhi ye dard uthayen."
Sneha confuse dikhne lagi. "Mere jane ka is chiz se kya lena dena hai?" usne chikh kar pucha.
Supriya ne use dekha aur ek dum se uske chehre par jhapad mara aur baal pakadkar dhakka de diya. "Tune hi uske man me ye khayal daal hai na?"
Tbc..
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