samnay hi MEHREEN aapi green colour k reshmi dress main apnay palang pe ghabrayi hui si bethi theen. un ki nazren darwazey pe jami hui theen. yakeenan mera hi intezar tha unhen.
me: thanks aapi. meri itni si khahish maan k aap ne mera dil khush kar diya.
aapi: AYAN. kisi ko pata to nahi chalay ga na? matlab agar kisi ko pata chala k tum raat ko mere kamray main aaye thay to ghalat to nahi samjhay ga na?
me: be fikar rahen aapi. sab so rahay hain. main kamray ka darwaza bhi lock kar deta hoon. koi aaye ga to pata chal jaye ga.
main ne mur k darwaza lock kiya aur phir un ki taraf barh gaya.
aapi: AYAN tum kuch ... kuch ghalat to nahi karo gay na?
me: (aapi ko tasalli detay huay) main kuch nahi karoon ga aapi. jo bhi karna ho ga aap hi karen gi. shayed isi tarah aap ko mujh pe yakeen aa jaye.
aapi: bura na man'na AYAN. darasal pehli baar hai na. dar lag raha hai.
main ne aapi ki baat ka koi jawab nahi diya aur aagay barh k un k paas un k palang pe beth gaya. aapi kafi der tak ghabrayi hui si bethi raheen. phir kuch himmat kar k kaanptay huay hathon se mera hath pakar liya.
aapi: AYAN.. mujhay apni banhon main le lo. mmmm....mujh se nahi ho ga.
me: (kuch sochtay huay) aapi.... let k karen?
meri baat pe aapi ne hichkichatay huay haan main sar hilaya to main usi tarah taangen neechay latkay palang pe let gaya aur unhen apne upar khench liya. pehlay to wo kuch ghabra si gayeen aur khud ko chhuranay ki koshish karti raheen magar phir unho ne khud ko meri baanhon main dheela chhor diya. main ne kuch der unhen yunhi banhon main jakray rakha aur wo mere kandhay pe sar rakhay khamosh aur pur sakoon si mere ooper leti raheen. phir main ne dono hathon main un ka chehra pakar k un k hont apney honton se lagaye aur un ko honton ko choomna aur choosna shuru kar diya. kuch der to wo madhosh aur sakat (still) raheen lekin phir unho ne bhi mera sath dena shuru kar diya aur baray mazay se mere hont choomnay lageen. hum kaafi der ek doosray k hont choomtay rahay. un k honton main ajeeb sa nasha tha. aisa nasha k aik baar unhen choomnay k baad kabhi chhornay ko dil nahi karta tha. yun lagta tha koi ras tapak raha ho in honto se jo mujhay mazay aur suroor ki dunia ki ser kara raha tha. main bhi madhosh sa ho gaya tha. hosh tab aaya jab aapi achanak hi mujh se alag ho k side pe ho gayeen.
aur ye dekh k mere to hosh hi ur gaye k wo apni kameez neechay kar rahi theen jo na janay kab aur kaisay shayed mujh se hi upar ho gayi thi aur un ka bra bhi apni jaga pe nahi tha jisay unho ne khud hi theek kiya tha.
pata nahi un k honto ki lazzat main sarshar main ne kab un ki kameez upar kar k un k boobs pe se bra hata diya tha. aur ab un ka surkh chehra, charhti hui sansen, jhuki hui nazren aur kaanptay huay hath mujhay nadamat aur sharmindagi k samundar main ghark kar rahay thay.
me: sorry aapi. mujhay pata nahi ye kaisay ho gaya. magar kasam se main ne ye jaan boojh k nahi kiya. pata nahi kaisay ho gaya ye sab mujh se. main to aap k hont choomtay huay nashay ki si kafiat main tha. pata nahi kab ye sab ho gaya.
aapi: (kaanpti hui aawaz main) theek hai. tum jaao. aur kisi ko pata nahi chalna chahiye k tum yahan thay.
meri maazrat unho ne kabool kar to li thi magar phir bhi main apney andar nadamat mehsoos kar raha tha. mujhay aisa nahi karna chahiya tha. abhi aapi is k liye zehni tor pe tayyar nahi theen aur meri ye harkat un ki nazron se mujhay hamesha k liye gira sakti thi, mera aitbar hamesha k liye khatam kar sakti thi. pata nahi main ye sab kyun aur kaisay kar betha tha.
apnay kamray main pohanch k bhi main kaafi der tak sharmindagi mehsoos kartay huay bechaini se idhar udhar tehelta raha. phir thak k apne palang pe gir sa gaya aur phir na janay kab mujhay neend aa gayi.
agli subah aankh khulnay se pehley hi mujhay yun mehsoos hua jaisay mera sar kisi ki narm god main hai aur koi apni narm
unglion se mere baal sehla raha hai.
yakeenan ye meri behno main se hi koi ek thi. aankh kholi to MEHREEN aapi k muskurata
hua chehra mere saamnay tha. unho ne ab tak wohi raat walay green colour k reshmi kapray pehan rakhay thay aur un ki aankhon
k surkh doray zahir kar rahay thay k saari raat wo bilkul nahi soyeen.
me: aapi aap? aap mujh se naraz nahi hain na? kasam se main ne jaan boojh k kuch nahi kiya tha. pata nahi kaisay ho gaya.
aapi: main jaanti hoon ye sab kaisay ho gaya. is main tumhara itna kasoor nahi tha jitna mera tha.
me: kia matlab?
aapi: tum jab mere hont choom rahay thay to main ne tumharay hathon ko apni chhation (boobs) k paas mehsoos kia tha. pehlay
to main kuch samjhi nahi. phir socha shayed tumhen kuch chubh raha hai to main zara upar uth gayi. aur mere upar hotay hi tum ne meri chhation (boobs) ko sehlana aur dabana shuru kar diya. pehlay to mujhay ajeeb sa laga. phir maza aanay laga. main ne socha agar aisay itna maza aa raha hai to kameez k bagher kitna maza aaye ga. isi liye main ne kameez upar kar di thi.
me: aap ne khud..?
aapi: han... lekin sirf kameez. bra tum ne khud....aur isi liye to main ghabra k tum se alag ho gayi thi k kahin kuch...
aapi ki baat sun k main be ikhtiar sar pakar k reh gaya. anjanay main mujh se ye kaisi harkat sarzad ho gayi thi. agar aapi sach much naraz ho jateen to unhen manana mere liye kitna mushkil ho jata. kia phir wo kabhi mera yakeen kar pateen?
me: sorry aapi. ye sab anjanay main hua ho ga. main ne jaan boojh k nahi kiya. main to nashay ki si kafiat main tha. aap k hont itnay raseelay aur dilkash hain k ... phir kuch hosh hi nahi rehta.
main ne aapi ka hath pakar k aik baar phir maafi maangtay huay apni bekhudi ki waja batayi to sharam se aapi ka chehra surkh
par gaya. honton pe bhi bari pyari si muskurahat saj gayi. aapi yun sharma rahi theen jaisay shohar k tareef karnay pe biwi
sharmati hai. aur anjanay main shayed main un ki is fitri khahish ki bhi taskeen kar gaya tha.
abhi kal hi to un se suna tha k un ka dil chahta tha koi unhen dekhnay aur sarahnay wala ho, koi un k husan ki tareef karey.
aur abhi un se maazrat kartay huay main un k honton ki aisi tareef kar gaya tha k achhi bhali bold larki bhi sharma jati.
aapi: tumhen waqaee mere hont itnay achhay lagtay hain AYAN? dil rakhnay k liye to nahi keh rahay na?
me: nahi aapi kasam se. mera to raat ko dil hi nahi kar raha tha k apnay hont aap k honton se alag honay doon. itna maza aa raha tha k main bhula hi betha tha k main kahan hoon aur kia kar raha hoon. isi liye to mujh se wo harkat ho gayi.
aapi: koi baat nahi. main naraz nahi hoon. aur phir meri bhi to ghalti thi. tum sharminda mat ho.
me: to is khushi main muh to meetha kar den.
meri baat sun k aapi pehlay to kuch nahi samjheen aur uljhan bhari nazron se mujhay dekhti raheen phir un ki aankhon main
jaisay achanak hi chamak si aa gayi. wo meri baat ka mafhoom samajh gayi theen aur un k honton ki muskurahat is baat ka wazeh
ishara de rahi thi.
aglay hi lamhay unho ne apna sar jhukaya aur apnay hont mere honton se chipka diyay aur main aik bar phir nashay ki si kafiat main khud ko fazaaon main urta hua mehsoos karnay laga. magar is baar main ne apney hathon ko apni kamar k neechay daba liya tha k kahin phir koi aisi harkat na ho jaye jo baad main mujhay un se sharminda kar day.
na janay kitni der hum dono yun hi aik doosray k honton se hont chipkaye masti main doobay rahay. hosh tab aya jab darwazay pe dastak k sath NOREEN aapi ki awaz sunayi di aur un ki awaz sun k aapi foran hi mujh se alag ho k beth gayeen.
NOREEN aapi: aapi ye aap kia kar rahi theen? agar meri jaga kisi aur ne dekh liya hota to... janti hain kitna bara toofan khara ho sakta tha?
MEHREEN aapi: mujhay khamkhah daranay ki koshish na karo larki. tumhen achi tara pata hai k ammi abba itni suba suba is taraf
ka rukh nahi kartay. aur tum teeno to apney raazdar ho. hamaray sab dukh sukh saanjhay hain. agar tumharay ilawa SAMREEN aur AMBREEN bhi dekh leteen to bhi koi pareshani ki baat nahi thi.
MEHREEN aapi k pur aitmad andaz pe mujhay herat ho rahi thi. warna meri to ab tak buri halat thi. zindagi main pehli baar
rangay hathon pakra gaya tha aur wo bhi apni hi behan k sath. (kisi gher larki se main kabhi kareeb bhi nahi hua tha.) agar
NOREEN aapi ki jaga kisi mulazma ne jhank lia hota to ab tak shayed puri haveli main tabahi mach gayi hoti.
NOREEN aapi: chand ki bandi. darwaza hi band kar leteen. agar hum teeno ki bajaye kisi mulazma ne jhank lia hota to?
NOREEN aapi ko bhi wohi khadsha tha jo mujhay tha. aur un ki ye baat sun k to MEHREEN aapi ko bhi surat e haal ki sangeeni ka ehsas hua tha. ab un k chehray ka rang bhi ura hua tha.
MEHREEN aapi: tum theek keh rahi ho NOREEN. mujh se waqaee bari ghalti ho gayi. bas khayal hi nahi raha. AYAN ko jaganay
aayi thi to us waqt to mood nahi tha. is liye darwaza bhi khula chhor diya. baad main achanak hi...
NOREEN aapi: chand k liye ehtiat kia karen aapi. aisay kaamon k liye ye waqt bilkul munasib nahi hai aur phir aisi laparwahi.... aainda agar kuch na bhi karna ho to akelay main darwaza band kar lia karen. balkeh main to kehti hoon k AYAN k sath jab bhi hum charon main se koi ek ya chahay sab aik sath bhi hon to darwaza band hi hona chahhiye.
MEHREEN aapi: pakka wada. aainda aisi koi shikayat nahi ho gi.
NOREEN aapi: theek hai. aap ja k SAMREEN aur AMBREEN ko jaga den. main abhi aati hoon.
MEHREEN aapi: ab mere samnay bhi sharmao gi?
NOREEN aapi: nahi aap jaiye. main itni besharam nahi hoon.
NOREEN aapi ki baat sun k mujhay pehli baar andaza hua k wo bhi is waqt kisi khas mood main aayi theen. aur MEHREEN aapi bhi
yehi baat mehsoos kar kay maani khez andaz main muskuratay huay kamray se bahir chali gayeen to NOREEN aapi ne aagay barh k
kamray ka darwaza band kar k lock kar dia.
me: (kuch ghabratay huay) aapi aap kia karnay lagi hain?
aapi: tumhari jaan kyun nikli ja rahi hai? fikar mat karo. tumhari izzat nahi lootnay lagi. bas tum se aik baat karni hai.
me: to baat karnay k liye darwaza lock karnay ki kia zarurat thi?
aapi: main aapi ki tarah laparwahi ka muzahira nahi kar sakti. ye zaruri tha. ab idhar betho aur baat suno meri wo mere sath mere palang pe beth gayeen. aur kafi der tak apni unglian marortay huay shayed kuch kehnay k liye himmat jama karti raheen.
aapi: AYAN ! tumhen main kaisi lagti hoon? matlab agar tum mujhay aik mard ki nazron se dekho to....
me: aap kisi bhi mard ka ideal ho sakti hain aapi. buri lagnay ka to sawal hi peda nahi hota.
aapi: hum charon ki kismat main kisi mard ka ideal ban'na nahi likha AYAN. tumhari nazron main apney liye pasandeedgi dekhi
to apney dil ki baat kehnay ki himmat kar rahi hoon. dekho naraz mat hona. agar bura lagay tab bhi pyar se mana kar dena. tumhari narazgi main bardasht nahi kar paaon gi.
me: aap khul k kahen aapi. main wada karta hoon naraz nahi hoon ga.
aapi: (hichkichatay huay) main tum se... sh.......shadi ... karna .. shadi karna chahti hoon.
me: (heran ho kar) kia? magar aap se meri shadi kaisay ho sakti hai? behan bhai ka nikah nahi ho sakta.
aapi: nikah sab k saamnay hota hai, jo nahi ho sakta. magar suhag raat to ... sab se chhup k hoti hai na.. wo to...
main un ki is baat pe bokhla k reh gaya tha. mujhay umeed nahi thi k wo itni jaldi mujh se ye khahish kar bethen gi. mujhay ye andaza to tha k apni shadi se mayusi ne meri bari dono behno ko apney armaan kuchalnay pe majboor kar dia hai. aur ab jabkey main ne unhe har khahish puri karnay ki yakeen dehani karayi thi to yakeenan unhen apni murda zindagi main umeed ki kiran nazar aanay lagi thi. magar mujhay hargiz ye andaza nahi tha k NOREEN aapi apni shikasta tamannaon ki aag main itni jal rahi hain k kuch din bhi SABAr nahi kar payen gi aur khud mujh se keh bethain gi.
me: aik baar phir achhi tarah soch lein aapi. ye aap ka aakhri faisla hai? baad main pachhtaayen gi to nahi?
aapi: dekho tum inkar ka haq rakhtay ho. zahir hai agar tumhara dil nahi maanta to main tumhen majboor nahi kar sakti. main
ne bas is liye keh dia tha ke shayed tum meri in shikasta aarzoo ki takmeel kar sako. warna umar bhar is aag main jalna to waisay hi na sirf mera, balkeh hum charon behno ka mukaddar hai.
me: main samajhta hoon aapi. abhi AMBREEN aur SAMREEN to masoom hain. magar aap dono k jazbaat, aap ki khahishat jo hasrat ban k aap ko tarpa rahi hain, main sab janta hoon. aur main dil main tahayya kar chuka tha k apni charon behno k dil ki
har tamanna khud puri karoon ga. magar mujhay ye umeed nahi thi k aap itni jaldi
.....mujhay to lagta tha MEHREEN aapi hi
ziada tarsi hui hain aur aap un ki nisbat khud pe ziada qabu rakhti hain. magar yahan to maamla hi ulta nikla.
aapi: main ne aapi se bhi kabhi apney dil ki baat nahi ki AYAN. magar unho ne mujh se apney dil ki koi bhi baat kabhi nahi chhupayi. unhen bas itni hasrat thi k koi unhen dekh k sarahay, un ki tareef karay. wo mard k pyar ko tarsi hui hain.
aisa pyar jo hawas se paak ho. jaisa kahanion main hota hai. aur jis din unhe yakeen ho gaya k koi unhe waisa hi pyar karta hai to yakeen karo wo usay hi apna sab kuch sonp den gi. sochnay main aik lamha bhi nahi lagayen gi.
me: aap ko aisay pyar ki khahish nahi thi?
aapi: tumhari nazron main wo pyar chhalakta main ne pehlay din se hi mehsoos kar liya tha. jo shakhs mujhay meri marzi se
chahay. us k pyar main kaisa shak?
me: tareef k liye shukriya. aur aap ki khahish pe aaj raat hi amal ho ga. lekin 12 bajay k baad. 11 bajay MEHREEN aapi se pyar karnay ka waqt tay hai.
aapi: koi baat nahi. main intizar karoon gi.
aapi ye keh k janay k liye uth khari hueen to main ne hath pakar k unhe rok lia. wo bina kuch poochay dobara beth gayeen to main uth k almari ki taraf barh gaya aur almari khol k wo special shopping bag nikala jis main isi maksad k liye liye huay surkh reshmi kapray thay. main ne un main se aik dress nikal k baaqi usi tarah wapis rakh k almari band kar di aur wo dress palang k paas aa k NOREEN aapi ko pakra diya.
me: aap ka aroosi libaas. umeed hai pasand aaye ga.
aapi: (heran ho kar) tum ne pehley se lia hua tha?
me: unhi kapron k sath hi lia tha, sab k liye ek ek. magar isi khas mokay per denay k liye alag rakh lia tha.
aapi: yani tum jantay thay k hum charon bari bari apney nafs k hathon majboor ho k tum se zaroor kahen gi?
me: ye to insan ki fitri zaroorat hai. jab is zarurat ko pura karnay ka zariya saamnay mojood ho to koun bewakoof inkar kar k
khud pe zulm karna pasand karay ga?
meri baat sun k aapi muskuratay huay palang se uth khari hueen aur phir mujhay shukria keh k darwazay ki taraf barh gayeen.
aaj raat meri apni behno main se aik se suhag raat honi thi aur mujhay subha se hi ye din guzarna mushkil lag raha tha.
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