red dresses ko main ne kisi khas din k liye alag rakha tha. baqi 2no colours k dresses main unhen aaj hi de deta. isi liye main ne red colour k dresses kisi ko na dikhanay ka faisla kartay huay alag pack karwaya tha.
ghar pohanch k main seedha apnay kamray main gaya aur red dresses wala shopping bag neehay walay khanay main rakh k lock kar diya. jabkey baqi charon shopping bags upar walay khanay main hi rehnay diye. apney liye jo dresses main ne liye thay wo main ne shopping bags se nikal k apnay dresses main rakh diye.
is kaam se farigh ho k main abhi kamray se nikalnay k liye palta hi tha k AMBREEN aur SAMREEN ko kamray main aatay dekh k ruk gaya. wo mujhay dopeher k khanay k liye bulanay aayi theen. main un k sath khanay k kamray main chala gaya aur ammi aur hum panchon behan bhai ne aik sath khana khaya. khanay ke baad jab ammi uth gayeen to main ne charon behno ko apne kamray main aanay ka kaha aur un ko le k apne kamray main aa gaya. phir almari khol k main ne charon ko un k dresses walay shopping bags de diyay.
me: meri taraf se tum charon k liye tohfa. apney liye shopping karnay gaya tha to ladies section main ye dresses mujhay behad achay lagay. so main ne tum charon k liye le liye.
MEHREEN aapi dresses nikaltay huay) ye to dono hi reshmi hain. khasay mehngay hon gay na?
me: tohfay ki keemat nahi dekhi jaati aapi.
AMBREEN: bohat shukriya bhai. hamaray paas to reshmi kapray thay hi nahi. ammi le k hi nahi deti hain.
SAMREEN: jee bhai. bohat achay hain. main to aaj hi pehnoon gi. hain na AMBREEN?
AMBREEN: haan aur kiya. magar ammi ko pata nahi chalna chahiye. kia pata unhen hamara reshmi kapray pehan'na acha na lagay.
NOREEN aapi: AMBREEN theek keh rahi hai. ammi ko waqaee hamara reshmi kapray pehan'na acha nahi lagay ga. isi liye aaj tak le ker nahi diye.
MEHREEN aapi: tum dono apni salgira pe pehan lena. aglay mahinay hi to aa rahi hai tum dono ki salgira. aur phir larkion ne hi to dekhna hai. ammi mana nahi karen gi.
MEHREEN aapi ka mashwara dono ko pasand aaya aur wo apnay dresses apnay kamray main rakhnay chali gayin. ab kamray main mere ilawa MEHREEN aapi aur NOREEN aapi reh gayi theen.
me: aapi aakhir waja kia hai? ammi aap sab ko reshmi kapray kyun nahi le ker deti hain?
MEHREEN aapi: wo theek hi karti hain AYAN. hum charon ab jawan ho chuki hain. is umar main apney jazbat pe qabu rakhna waisay hi bara mushkil hota hai. har waqt dil chahta hai koi hamen dekhnay aur sarahnay wala ho, jo hamaray husan ki tareef karey. aur is tarah k kapray to waisay bhi in jazbat main halchal macha detay hain. is liye shayed hum dono to ye kapray na pehan saken. un dono ki to kher hai. abhi masoom aur na samajh hain. abhi is azab se waqif nahi hain jis se hamen dochar hona parta hai.
me: aap shayed ye kehna chahti hain k main aap k kisi kaam ka nahi hoon. aap ki kisi bhi khahish ko poora karnay ki ehliat mujh main nahi hai. aap ki zindagi main kisi bhi kisam ki kami ho, main usay puri nahi kar sakta. hai na?
MEHREEN aapi: (meri baaton pe jhunjhla kar) tum hamaray bhai ho AYAN.
me: dost bhi to ban sakta hoon. aur dost se to apni har zarurat keh diya kartay hain. bina kisi jhijak key. apna raz khulnay ka khauf bhi nahi hota. kia main aap dono ka dost nahi ban sakta? aik baar azma k to dekhen. aap ki har khahish puri na kar doon to mera wajood bhala kis kaam ka?
NOREEN aapi: (kisi kadar ghabratay huay) tt..tt..tum...kehna kia chahtay ho?
me: apna har dukh mujhay sonp den, apni har khahish mujh se keh dalen. aap ki har khahish puri karna meri zimme dari.
MEHREEN aapi: (ghussay se) yani hum tumharay hathon ka khilona ban jayen.
me: aapi aap ne SABA ki baaton ka bhi ghalat matlab hi liya tha aur ab meri baaton ka bhi ghalat matlab hi le rahi hain. main ne apni khahishat ka nahi aap ki khahishat ka kaha hai. aur zahir hai aap ki khahish ye to nahi ho sakti k aap mere hathon ka khilona ban ke reh jayen. aur ye to main bhi kabhi nahi chahoon ga. main bas itna chahta hoon k meri behno k dil main koi hasrat na reh jaye.
NOREEN aapi: tum sach keh rahay ho na? hamari kisi kamzori ka faaida to nahi uthao gay? dekho hum aisi larkian nahi hain.
MEHREEN aapi: haan... agar tum waqaee sach keh rahay ho to kasam kha k kaho k kabhi hamari kisi kamzori ka faida uthanay ki koshish nahi karo gay. hamen apne nafs ki taskeen ka zariya nahi samho gay.
me: aap meri behnen hain aapi. koi tawaif nahi hain k apne nafs ki taskeen k liye aap ko istamal karoon ga. phir bhi aap ki yakeen dehani k liye main kasam khata hoon aur wada karta hoon k main apne nafs ki taskeen k liye aap charon main se kisi ko bhi istamal nahi karoon ga. hamaray darmyan jo bhi ho ga wo bus aap ki khahish ki takmeel ho gi. chahay wo mere liye kitni bhi mushkil ho.
NOREEN aapi: mukar to nahi jaao gay? me: aazma ke dekh lein.
MEHREEN aapi: (hichkichatay huay) agar main kahoon k... NOREEN k samnay ....mere honton ko choomo to....
MEHREEN aapi ki baat sun k jahan main andar hi andar exited ho raha tha wahan NOREEN aapi ka rung urnay laga tha. hum dono main se kisi ko bhi MEHREEN aapi se is baat ki umeed nahi thi.
me: pehlay un do becharion ko andar bula lein jo kab se bahir khari hamari private kisam ki baaten khatam honay ka intizar kar rahi hain.
meri baat sun k dono aik sath chilla utheen "kiaa "
MEHREEN aapi: tumhen kaisay pata? tum ne dekha hai unhen?
NOREEN aapi: aapi agar unho ne kuch sun lia hua to... hamari un ki nazron main kia izzat reh gayi ho gi?
me: zahir hai thora bohat to suna hi ho ga. wo dono sirf kapray rakhnay apney kamray main gayi theen. is kaam main itni der nahi lagti k ab tak wapsi na ho sakti ho. yakeenan wo bahir hi khari hain. shayed hamari baaten sun leney k baad hichkicha rahi hain k andar jana chahiye ya nahi.
meri baat sun k dono ne aik doosri ki taraf dekha aur phir soorat e haal ki sangeeni mehsoos kartay huay phoot phoot ke ronay lageen. jagkey main unhen rota chhor ke kamray k darwazay ki taraf barh gaya jahan SAMREEN aur AMBREEN darwazay k bahir kareeb hi khari theen aur dono k sar jhukay huay thay. yani mera andaza durust tha k dono kafi der se wahan khari hai aur sab kuch sun rahi hain.
main ne unhen andar anay ko kaha aur dobara andar aa gaya. ab MEHREEN aapi aur NOREEN aapi sofay pe aik doosri se lipti bethi theen aur dono hi buri tarah se kaanp rahi theen. dono chhoti behno ki nazron se gir janay ka tasawwur shayed un dono k liye hi bohat tashweeshnak tha.
AMBREEN: hamen maaf kar den aapi. hum ne jaan boojh k kuch nahi suna. main ne to SAMREEN ko isi liye bahir rok liya tha k kahi aap 3no koi zaati kisam ki baaten na kar rahay hon. hamara irada aap ki baaten sun'nay ka nahi tha magar aap log itni oonchi awaz main baat kar rahay thay k bahir asani se awaz aa rahi thi. ab to hum yahan se janay ka soch rahi theen k bhai ko hamaray bahir honay ka pata chal gaya. hamen maaf kar den aapi. yakeen karen hum ne kisi ko kuch nahi bataya aur na hi kisi ko batayen gi.bas aik baar maaf kar den.
me: tum dono ko hum se sharminda honay ki zarurat nahi hai guriya. hamari zaati kisam ki baaten tum dono ki zaat se bhi taaluq rakhti hain. mein ne in se bhi yehi kaha tha k mujhay bhai se ziada dost samjhen aur apni har khahish apna haq samajhtay huay mujh se kahen. usay poora karna mere zimmay ho ga. wo to MEHREEN aapi ki khahish hi kuch..... kher chhoro. ab ye baat paanchon k darmyan teh ho gayi k hum apni aapas ki baaten kisi se nahi kahen gay. hain na...
meri baat sun k dono ne zor se haan main sir hilaya to MEHREEN aapi aur NOREEN aapi ki bhi jaan main jaisay jaan aayi aur main bhi mutmain ho gaya.
SAMREEN: bhai aap waqaee MEHREEN aapi ki khahish pe....
me: majboori hai guriya. ye khahish in ki hasrat ban gayi hai k koi larka in k hont choomay. agar in ki shadi hoti to ye sab in ka shohar karta. magar shadi to shayed aap charon main se kisi ki bhi na ho. is liye ab mujhay hi in ki khahish poori karni ho gi. warna agar kahin mayus ho k inho ne bahir kisi larkay se... ye na mere liye qabil e qabool hota na hamaray khandan k liye. hamari to har taraf badnami ho jani thi na. isi liye main ne faisla kia hai k aap charon ki har khahish main puri karoon ga. chahay wo mere liye kitni hi mushkil kyun na ho.
meri baaten sun k MEHREEN aapi ne aik baar phir sharmindagi se sar jhuka liya. shayed apni khahish zahir kar k ab wo pachtanay bhi lagi theen. aur shayed ab apni khahish se dastbardar bhi honay ka faisla kar chuki theen. aur filhal un k liye yehi theek tha k abhi wo apni khahish ko bhool hi jayen.
magar baad main moqa milnay pe mujhe un ki ye khahish poori zarur karni thi.
MEHREEN aapi: ( apni jaga se uth k darwazay ki taraf barhtay huay ) main ab chalti hoon AYAN. un ki baat sun k main bhi darwazay ki taraf barha aur jaisay hi wo darwazay pe pohncheen main bhi un k kareeb pohanch gaya.
me: (un k kaan main sargoshi kartay huay) raat ko 11 bajay. wo green wala dress pehen lena.
meri baat sun k wo yun ghabra k baqi 3no ki taraf dekhnay lageen k kahin kisi ne kuch sun na liya ho. magar un k youn chounk k dekhnay pe baaqi 3no heran theen k inhen achanak kia hua jo itna ghabra gayeen. main ne un k kandhay pe hath rakh k janay ka ishara kia to wo foran kamray se nikal gayeen.
abmreen: bhai. aapi naraz ho gayi hain na?
me: aray nahi guriya. wo kyun naraz hon gi. bas zara sharmindagi mehsoos kar rahi hain. is liye sab ka saamna nahi kar pa rahin. agar sab normal rahain gay to wo bhi theek ho jayen gi.
NOREEN aapi: main baat karun un se? me: jee zaroor kyun nahi.
NOREEN aapi bhi shayed thori bohat sharmindagi mehsoos kar rahi theen aur bhagnay k bahanay dhoond rahi theen. meri baat sun k wo bhi kamray se nikal gayeen. ab kamray main mere sath AMBREEN aur SAMREEN reh gayi theen.
SAMREEN: bhai kiya ye bhi sharmindagi mehsoos kar rahi theen? inho ne to apni khahish bhi zahir nahi ki thi.
me: yar ab itni raaz ki baaten to na poocho. wo dono pehlay hi ghabrayi hui hain.
SAMREEN: ( hanstay huay) theek hai nahi poochti. aaiye bethiye na yahan.
main un dono k sath apnay palang pe beth gaya aur AMBREEN k israr pe aik aur english movie ki story sunanay laga. wo dono masomiat bharay andaz main mere dayen bayen kandhay se lag k kahani sunti raheen.
phir hum raat k khanay k waqt tak kamray se nahi niklay. khanay k baad hum sab ne ikathay kuch der chehel kadmi ki aur phir sonay k liye apnay apnay kamron ki taraf barh gaye. mujhay to abhi sona nahi tha. raat 11 bajay ka intizar jo tha.
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